Im bored and just want to have something to do as an excuse to listen to music on my headset. So here i am, rock you like a hurricane.

Its nearing the end of the holidays and it has been a thoroughly enjoyable one. Gyming and keeping myself fit. Resting and gaming and meeting up with friends a lot. Especially the last week or 2 where we would lepak overnight till morning, just catching up and talking about manly man stuff that only men talk about.

My cousin came to singapore for his internship and is currently living at my place and its been so long since ive seen him. It was weird at the beginning but after a few 'confessions' i found it was great talking to him. He smoked for 5 and a half years. He told me that after i admitted to trying it out and that very same night my mum came into my room. She could smell the tabacco and my cousin helped me, telling her there was no smell whatsoever. Woot! Similarly his parents/my uncle doesnt know about him smoking as well and ....we formed an alliance hahas. We would help each other hide and at the same time be each others excuse to 'social smoke' He can stay here as long as he wants man.

Gyming in this holidays have shown effects. I havent lost much weight but im in better shape now. Round is a shape too. Hahahahahas.

Its been fulfilling. Till next time ;) Peace

Alright lets see.

We got fined. So we went to gym and was on the way back and to lunch. We crossed this road and we were halfway in the middle of the road. So we were like 1 lane away and i saw 2 cops. I didnt know what to do cus there were all those signs saying 'watch out for theft' and shit and we kinda thought the cops were there for that. We didnt know they were traffic cops. So a voice asked ' why arent we crossing? ' and i saw the guys moved then just followed suit. We got fined. Minsheng, Lucas, Jordan and myself. Ryan was smart enough to wait. Fined $20 just like that. Thats just sad. Fined for jaywalking a lane. Not like its a large road or anything. A LANE. Sua. Jeston put it best, ' be thankful its $20, not $200 '. Knowing Singapore, yeah, really thank heavens its not $20,000. To quote, "Singapore is a fine country". Anything also can fine. And we didnt even get warning. It was just 1 shot 1 kill for us.


Alright. On to happier things. I suck at Dragon's Dogma rofl. Western rpgs arent my thing i guess. I mean, its a good game. Im just saying i myself suck at it. Im never good at those weapon/armor farming things. Too used to story-guided games like Arkham City and Devil May Cry. I wont ragequit just yet.

Hung out with Yuanhe, ryan and elson. Its been awhile.

Honestly man, that S20 fine damn dulan lol.

Sigh, thats all for now. Peace out

Alright. Im blogging. Know what this means? I just got off or im drunk or both.

Roughly 2 weeks since i last posted. Updates. Went back to church and i went to City Harvest for the first time. Not bad sia. Not as huge as i imagined but they have other buildings prolly many times larger. I went to the Expo one. Reason was cus the head pastor for our current church, Trinity, was invited there to preach. Pretty damn good message lol. Lots of jokes without sidetracking.

Went to TGX and saw a lot of dirt cheap games. Quite sian the xbox section has a better library of games for sale. I struggled between Bayonetta and Dragon's Dogma but bought the latter cus i needed a huge rpg to get me thru the holidays. Other than that, what sold me was the description on the back cover. 'From the makers of Resident Evil 4 and Devil May Cry 4'. And imma like fuck yeah im getting it. Still early in the game. Still cant do all the cool looking shit yet.

Lincheng and Zhouyu both returned to china. Miss'em.

Gyming now. Like 2 times a week at minimum. Many of my friends are working or thinkin about it but i say f it. Wasted my previous hols on work. Got fatter as a result. Gonna train my chest and arms this hols to fit my shirts better lolwtf.

Subway is awesome.

Went to hospital for check up and i had to put on this thing called the 'holter'. Its a bitch to wear. Was in discomfort for the whole day. I really hope its nothing serious with my heart. Not that i mind dying. But damn troublesome uh, the journey back and forth the hospital. And i cant emphasize more my dislike for hospitals and doctors.

Aight. Thats it for now. Peace

Its the night before my final paper tmr. Im pumped for the hols. Party w friends and work out for the 6 weeks.

The exams have been kind to me. I dun wanna get my hopes up too high. Later sian only. Pressure for tmr's paper is damn high cus i currently have an A for the subject. Tmr's paper has weightage of 60% and i have to get A if not my 4 GPA gone. Sigh

Plans with friends...hmmm. Ive gotten pretty darn close with my poly buddies. I no longer consider them 'secondary friends'. They and my bros from 4/4,4/5 are just 2 separate group of friends i treasure equally. Which makes it hard to balance and its hell for me to make time for one without making the other group feel like i pangsei them. What to do?????? I dunno. Sigh. Ill just pray all the plans fall nicely without any clashes.

In about 13 more hours and its freedom! =D. Going back GM this friday to see Joseph Lim and Tan Huileng. Few of the teachers that im thankful to. Will be great uh.

Ill be blogging more in the hols i hope. Till next time. Peace out

Im back.

So..lots of things have happened the past few weeks.

Projects and presentations are all over and my stats are lookin pretty good. My presentation went over well. Took a huge risk by not having cue cards and all that cus i'll have a urge to just read straight off so i memorized my lines instead. And my teacher told me i was the highest marked on improvement in class. I have no idea what that meant but it sounds badass so im happy :).

CSA. My most hated module. Got back results for the web design project and my group got A. And the class test i got an A too. Damn happy. Basically everything A cept for Excel which i havent got back yet. But i highly doubt i'll get an A for that. CSA overall maybe a B or B+. Awesome :)

Principles of Management proj and overall score i have an A. Legal Systems and Methods also A. My Econs overall is B+, still can chiong for an A in the EOY exams. Schs been pretty cool.

Back at home, my Grandma passed away. She had a bad fall some time ago and sadly passed on Tuesday. Received a call from my cousin whos working as a nurse at SGH in the middle of the lesson. Thanks to all my friends to tried to cheer me up and comfort me. I kinda saw it coming so im not as sad as i am regretful. My grandma used to walk from blk 60 all the way to my place to take care of me when i was kid. And she did that all the way till i was P6. So arguably amongst all her grandchildren i spent most time with her. I hate myself for being a prick and always wanted to rush off when we visit her in CNY these past few yrs. I also hate myself for not visiting her ever since she moved to Kallang. So much regrets. I cant do jack shit to change anything now... I wanted to go back to church to like, ask for them to pray for her recover. Not that i havent myself. But im just 1 person. But i was too late. I can only pay my respects and pray that God bless her soul. Ive been the worse grandson one could get. Im sorry :'( Rest In Peace....

Alright im back again. Been posting a lot less. Its more evident how busy Poly gets. So again, quick update and reflection...

I went to NEX with LC and i had a urge to go pierce and...well i did. Just went ahead and got myself one piercing on my lobes. One cool thing that happened was next to us was this group of girls, about Sec 2 or 3. And this one girl was scared and her other 2 friends were pressuring her to pierce. So she saw me pierce and thank god this one didnt hurt nearly as much as the helix one did and its bearable enough for me to not flinch in the least. So i acted cool uh. Then she came and ask me if it hurts and i acted like a badass and simply shook my head. Cus speaking is too n00b. LC got high and kept telling me shes cute and i shud get her number. I was like 'meh'. And she finally decides to pierce and we watched her pierce. LOL sia her face was full of fear like my first time. I was holding Choong's hand LOL. >.<

And with the new piercing, it prompted me to get a haircut cus my hair is getting really hard to maintain and the hot weather just kills me. I originally wanted to just cut it short like i used to in the past but meh. I want to try smth new. I turned to Undercutting. I see pics of Skrillex and Marilyn Manson in the Golden Age era and what convinced me was a pic of even Avril Lavigne rocking the undercut. So i went and just cut one side, the side with the piercings and i somewhat look like skrillex now. Somewhat. My hair not as long and soft as his but the rough look is there. No regrets.

I watched the Dark Knight Rises. Im a huge fan. This was a great movie. It wasnt a huge battle with Bane like what the trailer suggests. It was more of a Bruce Wayne movie. It tells how he just gave up after the events of TDK. And how he got back cus he needed to, and how he gets back after getting his ass handed to him by Bane and then rises against Bane. It was a really good movie. Bane was awesome. Tom did his own great take with the character like Heath did with the Joker. Fucking Batman & Robin, Bane was just a one dimension musclehead. People often forget Bane is supposed to be this intelligent muthafucka who deduced Batman's identity himself. In this one he was smart and strong and he kicked a lot of ass. You can't compare this movie to The Avengers. Avengers was supposed to be a pure fanservice movie with tons of fun and action. This one is a character study. Its epicness cant compare to Avengers cus...it just isnt that kinda movie. I rather not. Both are awesome.

Hung out with the guys after a long time. Yuanhe's in great shape. Ryan's looking great. Good to see all of them going so well.

Thats all for now. Back to work. Peace

Fucking hell.

So pissed off, so stressed. So recently Legal Communications have been driving me nuts.

So its the lesson that everyone dreads, kinda like english back in GM. So the teacher finally tells us we were AHEAD OF SCHEDULE, so there will be no Lcomm for 2 lessons. It sounds great on paper. It was. I had a mini vacation from Thurs to tues. But what the flying fuck. We have an assignment worth 25% of our grade due THIS FRIDAY. And she didnt even brief us. I just had a presentation yesterday and she told us about it only last thursday so we had to scramble and throw our weekend away. AND JUST YESTERDAY SHE BRIEF US ABOUT THE ASSIGNMENT. We're supposed to rush it out by Friday. Fucking bullshit. Im okay with all the work. I really am. But at least be responsible and brief us early about it so we can do it while we were free. Not give us a break but then throw everything in our faces right after the break and then tell us we only have what, 4 days to rush out everything?! Bloody hell. And somemore its a shitload of work for 1 goddamn assignment.

Im not the only one. I know that darn well. But goddamnit this is crap we didnt have to take. How'd you like it if i never tell you Olvl's date, give you a long break, then tell you Olvl is in 4 fucking days right after the break. You'd beat the fuck outta me. Thats what i feel right now. And i have 4 other projects to rush out. Whoever said Poly is slack, fuck you. Fuck you to hell.

Alrighty. I dun feel like doing anything now so i shall bloggggg.

So the last time i blogged, not counting the one on monday was on the first day of hols. So i shall start from there.

So for the majority of the holiday was on the CSA project in which we must make a website from scratch with dreamweaver. We were ambitious with our draft but when we get to do it it all fell apart lol. Everytime we were adventurous and we tried to do something flashy it created more problems for us and it took us that full 2 weeks to finally finish the thing. It was a memorable experience, the shit we do and the yaomingface we made cus we were fking up so hard.

That was a holiday wasted.
Then coming back from the hols i had 3 presentations. One for Legal Communications. That one we fucked up. The teacher was nit-picking also anyways. Keep demoralizing us. Class doesnt like her.

Another one was for the CSA project. This time its 4 guys and it went overwell. We had a great presentation and our website was one of the better ones of the class. Also cus most of the groups in our class gave the fuck up and just took a ready-made layout and just added content and tweaked here and there. Us giving a shit made our website slightly better.

Then one last one for Legal Systems & Methods. That one was okay but our slides was criticized for being too wordy. But heng ar, one of the few things i contributed, a comprehensive table of differences between a Crime and a Tort was praised ^^. The skit we did was fun too.

Results wise....disappointing. Its not that i sucked. I did okay. But the problem is while i was getting As, majority of my class was getting Zs. THATS how competitive my class is. When i said half of my competition is non-existent, i take that back. This is too hiong for me already. Everyone all secret muggers. Cannot believe them already.

Biggest disappointment was macroecons. Had highest hopes for it but it crashed around me. Lcomm was a big surprise. The one we all thought we fucked up. I got a B+. Principles of Management was great. I scored 34.5/40. I couldve scored 38.5 and be the second highest in class but due to my stupidity i applied the wrong theory and threw 4 marks away. Fuck.

AND I GOT 33/50 FOR CSA. WTF. I PASSED CSA. NO FUCKING WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Life in poly is no slack at all. My class is prob the best in the cohort results-wise, several teachers have compared and told us that. Im not in their league...at all......

Other things to write about. After like 5 times of fucking up due to my incompetence in com stuff, i finally installed EPSXE in my lappy. Certain people in my class pissing me off, really testing my patience before i break their arms. Zhouyu is ridiculously smart and diligent, he scored 44.5/50 for CSA, 39.5/40 for POM, 89.5/100 for Macroecons and 34/50 for Lcomm(due to slight language weakness). That is B.A.D.A.S.S. Scholarship he nvr win something wrong with Singapore's system already really.

I completed DMC3. Great game. I skipped 2 cus, well try DMC1 and then play DMC2. NO ONE will feel like playing it honestly. Its a complete grind and its the weakest outta the 3. Dante is so badass and ive ripped off his 'Devils nvr cry' for so many of the shit i say and do. Now im really excited for the upcoming reboot. Im not totally hating on it. I wanna try it first.

Thats it i guess. Still stressed and disgruntled. Peace

Alright recently its been so busy i didnt have the time to blog. So a quick update before i make my way to school. This week will be a short week but a tough one. A presentation later on and tomorrow. A project with 20% weightage starts on Wednesday and lastly a test to end the week on Thursday.

Busy and stressed out would be a huge understatement. Trying to deal with it.

Im so busy its been awhile since ive touched even my DmC! But i downloaded SNES and PS1 emulators on my lappy for quick gaming. That should entertain me for awhile.

I'll post maybe a long post on Friday then. Till then peace

Alright lots of shit to write about. Too lazy to do so. But i shall. For my loyal readers. And by that i mean like 2-3 of my friends. But its k. Lets do this shit

Lemme go through my MST week quickly. Legal Communications on monday was fked up. We didnt see a paper like this coming, it caught us off guard and we were all thinking about how fked we are after the paper. Somemore, the guys came over at night to chill. Made me feel better. Pom was okay. My carelessness in using the wrong theory threw 5 marks away for me. Thats my only buaysong. Econs was easy. And CSA the whole time i was just doing it with the yaomingface.


So, holidays, i originally had a plan, Friday to invite my poly frens over to game in the afternoon, Saturday ben darren they all come over game awhile, then the history gathering on sunday.

But, the Saturday group decided to pull off some stunts of their own. I wont name them out cus the blog is public this time around. But one said 'Injured my finger, cant blazblue' If you can type on your phone, im pretty sure you can game, Another said 'swimming at 5' I havent even confirm the time yet, and you just assumed that it'll drag till 5? That'll nvr happen unless its with the dudes or my poly friends. Sorry. The last one just 'didnt felt like it'

Saturday was off. But Friday i had fun. I've been talking about playing blazblue with Jeryl since the first week of sch and we've finally have our showdown. I thrashed him and was on a winning streak until when we decided to have a break, we returned to the mian game menu and found out my lvl was high enough to buy all the rest of the unlimited characters and so we did. He started using unlimited Hazama and he thrashed my ass. After that had lunch and we followed Elston for a haircut and i gamed with Elston till night and then had dinner tgt. And i found out i can do 2 pullups. Where the fuck did that came from????

Saturday. Was fun. I made a small plan w gabriel to lepak and drink w the guys and in the end everyone was there. Gamed, lepak'd in my room ans talked about shit till 1 in the morning.

SUNDAY. The history gathering. Where do i start? So a shitload of people bailed on us for whatever reasons, finger pain etc. Nah i was just being sarcastic. But a lot of ppl pailed on us and we changed plans to go to mindcafe instead. So we all finally met up and it was...not on Avengers lvls cus i see most of the people there already. I havent seen Xy since the start of sch and i havent since chua since forever. Xy is hot now man. He can just not give a fk and girls will flood themselves over him. Happie for the dude and i hope he gets a hot ass girlfriend. Chua slimmed down. Thats all i can say i guess.

Mindcafe, im just gonna be selfish and share about my own experience. This paragraph will be bitter. So the moment i walked in i realise the part-timers there wasnt half bad. But i didnt really take interest. Gchua picked this game that isnt a bad game, but doesnt get interesting till the end. I made a bitch move blocking LC but he himself fked up by choosing bad locations. Its this settling game btw. So my first moves were to set up 2 settlements on to far ends then block lc. Yuanhe took over and started building roads and he was kicking ass. He couldve won but he was high and he just wanted to make some people lose hahas.

So i was damn bored and started looking at the part timers and this one began to stand out. I've started to take a liking to her and Lc noticed it and pushed for me to go get her number. I got so high i kept sending Gab random messages to disturb him hahas. Then it was near the end and somehow everyone noticed and started pushing for me to ask her number. I man'd up! And man'd down after standing up =(. We passed the bill and i was a wuss there. Fk.

Im honestly pissed off at myself so so many reasons. Honest to god. I've let my friends down again. Second, she seemed like the friendly type and she looked like she was waiting for me to ask. Really. She was standing alone there kinda hinting. Fk. If it was some other random chiobu it prolly wont piss me off that much but this one was like on silver platter liao. She was showing interest and I still dun dare take. Heck they heard this one other part timer tell her 'someone wants ur number'. Lc confirmed that w her and then said it was me. %#%$(*^*&ICCETFDILYFDEXDSSZKYF&*%$@PUG&D#*HY

I hate myself. Fk. And the diarrhoea on top of this shit is i know i won't change. I'll continue to suck like this.



Alright that the end of the mini rant. We made our way to Marina Barrage after dinner. Played with lights, chilled and chatted. It was my first time there and it was great. The place is pretty and the lights at night is awesome. Only downside is not being able to see stars. The fun part was after that. Its one of my dreams come true. I believe ive said many times i want to get lost and fk up at night with friends. And thats what we did.

Because theres a fixed schedule for the buses, we missed the 1107 one and the next was at 1144. So we decided to walk back to the mrt station. We didnt had much of a problem because its been one straight path with no branches. Until literally theres a crossroads. 2 paths for us to take. Lc volunteered to go check out one of the paths. He didnt come back so of course we'd to go find him. He was just standing there and when the whole group caught up, he said he dunno the place. LOL. Then he wanted to move on forward to, to take a gamble. We somehow ended in the middle of nicol highway. DAFUQ LOL.

We spent an hour just walking along the highway, we walked to this thing that seemed like it leads to an underpass but its just an unfinished underpass for the future. Then at one point theres this fked up slope and muddy path we had to pass and my favourite boots got muddied like pornstars. Elson got cut like fuck too.

At this point we were thinking, what if Jtan was with us? He bailed on us too, i dunno why. But he did and if he was with us, we prolly wont get lost. But if we did get lost, he'll nvr shut up. Sigh. It all started from that 1 wrong mistake. Nevertheless i had fun, we ended up at Promenade after an hour+ of walking and we safely made it home with Gchua's cash mana.

Ryan spent the night at my place. Showed him horrible stuff and had a great sleep. This had been a stellar week. I had fun, ive seen bullshit, ive disappointed friends and myself. Its a week i'll nvr forget so long as im single.

Peace. now to enjoy me hols.....

Hey....this week had been an okay recovery week after 2 tiring weeks. Good preparation. Thank god and tutors im getting the hang of Macroecons and Principles of Management. Im only fearful of CSA. No biggie.

Had fun with the guys in class. They even tried to get me with this one girl and although in the end we found out she is attached, the process is fun. We fked around without a care.

Week ended on a good note. Elston brought us to this new place in TP we've nvr gone before. Its a restaurant ran by ppl from the Culinary and Catering Management course and the food is okay. Service is top notch though. Great place to chill with frens after a long week.

Lepaked with Lucas, catch up, talked some shit. And someone to confide my family problems with. Just to avoid questions, i've had issues since i was a kid but i nvr really talked about until it got intolerable recently. So...ive been ranting on twitter and shit. I need counselling. Sigh

I cant wait for the upcoming week to fly by. Friday im gaming with Elston and Jeryl. Saturday with Ben and Darren. And the history gathering on Sunday =)

Peace. And all the best to TP'ians taking their MST

Ouch.

So......Yeap. Finally can take a break. Presentation today was fked up. So my group, Nigel, Elston and myself, we reached sch only to find out we had nothing. We printed out some shit yesterday, Nigel and i thought we were using it and elston brought it back home. Elston thought we were gonna find new ones at home and threw away what we printed. So it was 10 mins before the tutorial and we just ripped smth off the internet and prepared for the imminent. The erection. Resistance is futile.


So...the teacher, the one i described as like Unohana, looked damn angry. (Some seniors said she was bipolar). So yeah, the 3 of us looked at each other and we know we were fked. But...like everyone else fked up. We fked up too of course but we fked up so bad it cracked the teacher up and she got high. She said shes never seen anything like it before. So basically we were supposed to find 2 sources of law and print them out and present them. We simply googled a book, and i badly drew it on a foolscap and we presented the drawing. It cracked the class up and loosened the tension. And we nvr tio gan. Once again, i escaped death in LSM( legal systems n methods )

The class was okay. Nigel was hilarious.

Chilled aftersch then Elston n I went to talk to the admin ppl regarding our creation of a mma cca. We were told many former attempts were rejected due to 'budget issues'. In a way, it was relieving cus the mma coach isnt that ex like we expected. We have mats and we only need budget for like gloves, those pads for blocking/practising, knee and elbow pads and stuff like this. And theres also a possibility that the coach might have some. So our main fear now is that the sch simply doesnt want mma.

Its not gonna be easy but we're not gonna give up. If this is done, we're set for poly man. The seal points we'd get.

Till next time. Peace

Alright, once again ive forgotten when was the last time i posted.

So this past week had been a tiring week as well. So many deadlines by this week, so little time. Had to rush CSA storyboard, which is a bitch. LSM mini presentation, Lcomm assessment which is graded.

And so far everyday i went home at 6-7 also. But after tmr then shiok alr. After the tutorial and sigh a sigh of relief. Then its revision week next week then Mid sem test and then holidays!

Today was blogworthy cus in the morning me and my group of friends we were badasses. We didnt do work, we left for break AFTER the break and we pissed the teacher off until she ragequit. She even asked whos our Care Person. Sure tio gan sooner or later.

Then the notetaking test, yes theres such shit, it was going well but this douchebag behind me just kept complaining and bitching. Insufferable pussy.

After that was APEL, then we went to do our shit. And thats about when i kena birdshit.

Then i saw this one girl. I know i know, yall must be like 'Not again brichprease'. Shes worth the jailtime. I'll leave it as that.

And then i got molested on the train. A legion of old women surrounded me and lean on me. Their saggy boobs pressed against me. Horrible. Thats the pain of going home at 6-7, the crowd. I dun mind the time but the crowd is fked up.

The MMA cca thing so far...its okay i guess. Elston is going SP himself to talk to the trainer about the details. Im praying. This must work out.

Other highlights of this week include a somewhat pretty chick waving and smiling at me. I was damn high and wrecked havoc around my friends. I was being a douche to elston in lecture. I'll save the story for when i see yall in person.

But yeap, unlike last week, this week had been tiring but entertaining. Till next time, Peace

Oh dddddddamn. Tired tired week.

So this past week was ridiculously busy. Every single fking day i went home like around 5-6. Projects are slowly coming with the CSA, Principles of Management.

Worst shit was that my group of frens we volunteered for the food section cus no one did. Our class was setting up a stall and we were overambitious. We hoped to do 3 things, Henna, Food and Drinks and we were purchasing drinks and food like as if we were doing 3 stalls rather than a stall doing 3 things. The end result wasnt pretty. None of the 3 was doing well. The 'smart' thing would be to concentrate all resources into one single product. We werent making profit and we snapped. And by that i meant we started to give food out for free cus we wanted to go home. I was offering Chen Eng free stuff lol.

Then Anna came and supported my class. Thanks!

The most fked up thing was Syafie, he had to leave for friday prayers. BUT, we all kinda saw him lepaking around with his friends and he just came back when it was already 4 hrs and we forced him to. And the irony is HE HELPED SOLD OUT MOST OF THE STUFF NEAR THE END. He was a goddamned efficient salesman. He sold our soggy, unhealthy nuggets when we coulve swore no one would buy them. And thanks to him we somehow cleared our shit.

Btw, near the end end our oil was like black, and the guys thought it was a good idea to pour our remianing nuggets all into it and, it was pure oil and they were selling it like it was nuggets in a stew. CUSTOMERS DIDNT KNOW THAT POT WAS PURE OIL. IT LOOKED LIKE STEW OR SMTH.

Syafie somehow convinced people to buy all our shit. SOMEHOW. If he didnt pangsei us to begin with, we couldve sold a lot of shit in the peak hour. By the time he came we had to compromise and lower the prices alot.

Classmate Jensen, he worked his ass off for the drinks part. His clique all pangsei him, we had to assist him. Sad. But he didnt complain sia. Nigel and me we bitching like girls alr Jensen took it like a man. Pro >=}

CCN day fked me up. So shag now....Peace

Its been yet another week in sch. This week there were no holidays and any other stuff goin on so its finally the legit timetable i was supposed to have. And that means the full day on tuesday. Horrible stuff. I was so drained out by thursday i just crashed on my bed and slept after dinner.

On friday i was so scared cus i didnt print my tutorial notes for my Legal Systems class and my teacher was scary. Shes not the loud and scary types, shes like Unohana(from bleach). In a sense, cus shes so soft spoken and serene you nvr know when she might snap, you DON'T want her to snap. So i damn scared lah. Like i described in my twitter. I was feeling shit spewing fear. Went early, scrambled with the dudes and somehow managed to photocopy the notes for us. Only to find out the notes was for next week and i already have the one for the lesson that day.

=.=. Presentation was kewl. My group split responsibilities, i do the poster, Syafie do the research and Zafirah do the slides. It turned out awesome.

And i remember complaining how my class lacked 'characters'. Now, 'characters' are beginning to shine through.

Zhouyu, reveals himself to be a closet otaku, busting $30 for a Saber Lily nendoroid. Also, he turns out to be ridiculously smart, with L1R4 of 7, and R5 of 9. He is in law because of the priority to s'pore students for jc.

Syafie, at first the silent giant, after hanging out with him alone(cus he my project grp) I found out he is kinda like me >=). We look pure on the outside but we are Jiraiyas on the inside.

And many others im too lazy to write. But yeah, i dun wanna change classes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Oh yeah, checkup today. I lost weight, my blood pressure and all that is fine. Im not even slightly overweight. Im within the healthy weight range. The most sian part was during consultation when the doctor asked me if i smoked. Infront of my parents. And my cousin was there, to TRANSLATE. FK.

I kena gan ater on. But not that serious lah. I was just told to not smoke again. Thats all lor.

I'll live for now.

PEACE

Alright its another week.

Over the weekend i went to watch The Avengers with the dudes and it was awesome really. Its a once in a life time thing. The heroes in the avengers coming together in one movie. Sure, there may be a second time but it wont feel like the first, there will nvr be a Justice League movie cus so many different people owns the diff characters and all that stuff. So this movie was awesome just for putting all these awesome heroes and characters in one movie.

Now i cant wait for The Dark Knight Rises. The quality of the movie can be debated but i stand by what i said when i say Anne Hathaway as Catwoman will be far hotter than Scarlett Johansson as the Black Widow >=)

Back to school. I had an utterly painful lecture today. It was csa and this one class, L03, wouldnt stfu for the whole lecture. They act like they own the damn place. They 'You don't Say' the teacher and all that and despite literally the rest of the course, 5 classes, looking at them. They wouldnt fkin stop. Immature bunch of gangsters.

Weeks ago i said i didnt like my class cus of the lack of chicks. Nowi see the larger picture. Im in a class of people willing to study and act like tertiary students. I can now proudly say i wouldnt have been happier to be in my class really. Took 3 weeks for me to wake up but better late than never.

Just wanted to get this off my chest. I fkin hate L03. Whats worse was that the teacher is the type that doesnt dare to tell them to stfu. The teacher just carries on and 'does her job'. Sigh...study on my own i guess......

This will be a busy week with 2 projects starting. I'll try to update as often as i can

Peace =))

Alright, its been a week and sch wasnt so bad

Last week was damn slack, monday 3 hours, tuesday 2 hours, wednesday 2 hours, thursday 4 hours and friday no school.

That is pretty awesome but i still feel uncomfortable because everyone else, regardless of which poly or course, is damn busy with projects and stuff. And im so slack. Feels damn horrible really.

As for the social part, took one week but it seems like im part of a clique already. The lines were blur during the orientation but we hung out after school and during breaks for the 4 days and we've formed solid enough friendship

Theres Elston, whom was as shy as myself during orientation but have finally opened up. He is a funny guy, became fast friends due to our similar interest in cca. He somehow became our 'da ge' LOL. I dunno how that started but we've been calling him Elston-ge since then.

Then theres Jeryl. Hes an otaku. And naturally we became fast friends due to the many common topics to talk about. And hes an avid gamer as well. Hes kinda like Darren, but with a ps3 instead of an xbox.

Then theres Nigel. At first he was like me few years ago. He was constantly going 'fml' on many things and hes so pessimistic and hates on so many things. We became fast friends after a comment was made on how we look so alike LOL. Hes basically me with Lc's physique. Yeah, but after we got to know him better he isnt that negative a guy. Hes hilarious in his own way.

Theres Syafie, he is the personification of the 'silent giant' archetype. Havent got to talk to him much but hes pretty cool and serene.

Lastly theres Zhou yu, yes i always have this china friend no matter where i go. Hes hilarious. He would cry if i were to introduce him to Lucas. He plays yugioh and other trading card games and he watches anime too. Not expecting that hahahs. Became fast friends due to those reasons too.

So yeah, i still stand by what i said when i said i hate the class cus of the absence of chicks, but the dudes are pretty cool. Poly made me forget my values, BROS BEFORE HOES. No chicks no prob lah! Got fellow dudes can already!

PEACE HAHAHAHAHHAHAS

So.....sch so far....has been cool.

First lesson and ive already found a subject i would most likely fail in. Computer Systems and Applications. Ever since Kinder fkin garten i sucked at coms. I nvr know what to do whenever we go to the computer labs. And a whole module on working the computer and various softwares?! Shoot me.

Lectures arent that bad. I mean i had a 2 hr lecture today, it felt okay. Maybe cus i have an interest bah. Macroeconomics looks like a subject i can kickass in. So far, its like Human Geog and Social studies. I should be able to do good.

Tuesday is my worst day of the week cus my timetable goes from 9am to 6pm. But this week is the first week and apparently there are no lab lessons or tutorials for the first week. So i was dismissed at 11. Yeah, 2 hours of lessons today...And next tuesday is a public holiday so no sch too! Hurray i escaped full days for 2 weeks.

Tmr is another 2hr lesson. Cus lab havent started yet. While its slack and pretty fkin awesome. I feel like its not worth the horrid trip to and fro. Its opportunity cost i guess. I sacrifice time better used to study for a slacker day in school. Its a metaphor btw. I know its not really opportunity cost. I know.

Alright. So far so good.

Peace

Sigh...yesterday i skipped the 'Law Welcome' event.

Partly cus there was the gathering with the guys and also because i was so darn tired. Another FULL day orientation would fk me up bad. Felt bad though. SL called me and i just kept apologizing.

And...after yesterday im pretty sure my next 3 years in poly will be a lonely walk. Every year change class, with my personality i will nvr make solid friendships. Sucks cus the ppl in my class seems shy and reserved such as myself and we barely have anything in common. Still miss the guys. Moving on is easier said than done. Sch starts tomorrow and by god i wish i could have so many more gatherings like yesterday. Not just with them, with Darren ben etc, with jordan kms etc also.

SIGH. FK. I feel stressed and depressed all of the sudden. I wanna catch a breathe of 'fresh air'. I wanna drink. I dun wanna think. And i was so looking forward to poly...

This sucks(for now, at least). We'll meet in a week, lets see hows the first week of school.....


Peace

Come to the orientation they said. It'll be fun they said.

We're off to a rocky start. Met up with Lc and Sharon in the morning. Took the bus to Macpherson where we take 8 to TP. Saw Jinqyng and Clement on the way. Caught up with them and its shocking how soft spoken Clement has become.

So we went to the convention center and then to our classes. At first i was happy cus infront of me there was a chick. I mean, at least 1 right? Then afterwards the SL, Synergy Leaders, told her she was in the wrong class =.=. I died right there. Poly life gone already. My class isnt a sausage fest, it has more girls but the girls...lets just say i wouldnt exactly call them chicks eh. Yeah. It pisses me off more cus there was a sea of chicks in TP. Really A LOT. But theres not even half a chick in my class

But they were kind in nature larhhs. A lot of good people there. But i dun think i'll find any good, solid friends. I mean really throughout the orientation i think of the different friends i have in sec sch. I wont find a cast of interesting characters like them again ='( Its easier to talk about moving on than actually having to do it.

The activities are okay, but nothing special. I mean i appreciate the efforts of the SLs. I heard they are sacrificing their sleep and free time to organise all these and to make the props and practice the cheers etc etc. But im not invested. At the end of the day i feel like a days wasted just like that. I feel like a douche saying that cus the SLs are really great senior figures.

Im damn shag. Slept 2 hours yesterday cus i was too pumped for sch. But i took a L02 to the course and im so shag now. We'll see what tmr brings.

Peace

Hey. So orientation is finally starting soon. In my case, in 2 days. So this morning i woke up at the wee hours to go jog. Finally back to form, im jogging as much long and hard as i did last year. Today i fucked up and i lost count of how many rounds i ran LOL. I lost count at 3 or 4 then i just kept running for as long as my body can. I think i did 12 or 13.

I REALLY regretted not working out like this during December and January. I was so bent on looking for a job. IF i did, damn i'd look.....good. Too late for regrets. Im joining Tennis for my...interest group in Poly. Will train like a muthafucka to get in shape.

Wanted to join combat sports but TP like nothing good. I mean, like in SP, their taekwondo is famous to some extend. And they have kendo etc. I dunno shit about TP. Rather than joining one and having no improvement, im better off joining a sport im confident in.

Sunday was awesome yet again. Great time with these guys. When will be the next time we all hang like this???

Peace

Hey im back. Its been a week. And this week was...still pretty blah. I followed Lc to TP on Wednesday. Hung around Tampines for awhile and the only memorable thing to happen was this pinoy coming to us and asking if we were interested in modelling. I was happy until like everyone in the world told me it was fake. Sua. Modelling only. I can do without it. After all, Im Batman >=))

Saw a bunch of girls in TP. Chicks wise, TP can fight SP. SP obviously has the best food. But the people there ar, really dun feel like going. I mean, someone there forced a girl to blow him, i see this kind of people for 3 years i rather go RP. But honestly though, the food in TP is....*facepalm*. The engineering school in TP is NOT a sausage fest and the school with the best chicks is the IT school.

Last friday i had the awesome dinner with the guys and a short but sweet gaming session with them. This week was with Yuanhe, Lc, Darren, Ben and Bryan. Yuanhe buying Street fighter 4 made it more enjoyable. I finally got a grip of the game and i got close to besting Yuanhe. In a best outta 5 round i won him twice. In a row. Im proud. But in every fighting game theres bound to be a few characters despised by the majority fanbase. And the character ive found best for myself after trial and error was Sagat. Heard he was kinda cheap. SIGH.

Lc took the game too seriously as usual and left pissed. LOL. Bryan was in my room most of the time playing my guitar. Ben and Darren played the ps3 and their own psp. Had a great afternoon. Would've been better if my neighbours were in hell though. But you cant have everything going your way in life.

Poly starts on monday. Means im foreveralone until my orientation on Thursday. The only people im really close with going to tp is Lc and Jordan. Sigh. Can't wait to see my class. And smoke. Hahas jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjk

PEACE OUT. TIGER DESTRUCTION

Went out with Ryan, Lc and Yuanhe yesterday to accompany Yuanhe to get some clothes. Went to somerset. We first went to Uniqlo cus Lc and i wanted to try some jeans. The queue was fked up so we left. Oh we saw Bryan too.

Went to recoil, H&M, Takashimaya, Levis etc etc. We spent almost the whole day out. We got some stuff ourselves. I got a V neck-ish shirt and a biker-ish jacket. Ryan got shirts and pants and it was hilarious how Lc refuses to buy from Recoil. Cus last time he went out with me he spent a good $100 in recoil on a shirt and a cardigan and NEVER WORE IT AGAIN. LOL. It was his fault but he blames it on recoil and swears never to buy from there again. So he didnt get that jacket i bought(he liked one in brown. I bought a black one cus more VK)

So yeah. Had an impulse to workout after returning home and i did. I left it all on the tracks, was dead when i got back.

What else? Can't wait for school to start. I just started watching Fate/Stay Night. Hard to believe right? As huge as an otaku i used to claim i was i never watched that. I understand why guys go gaga over Saber. She is pretty awesome as a heroine.

Ya lah. Thats it for now. PEACE

GREAT day was great

So its easter today, no thats not the good part. The message was fun cus theres this hilarious guy sitting next to us. He was so spontaneous and funny we cracked the fk up. And there was a cute girl sitting infront of me.

After that, we wanted to go to KLP for dinner but there was a time clash as Ben and Gab had to leave before dinner time. But Yuanhe, Lc and Ryan Chow could only make it by dinner. But in the end we somehow came up with the idea to just accompany Gab and Ben to eat then wait for the rest to come then we have dinner at Nihon Mura

Compared to the previous times, this time seemed tame. Guess we grew up. LOL. At least Ryan didnt order 50 Takoyakis. Lc and I ordered like 64 salmon sashimis. 64 LOL. We ate a shitload of chawanmushi as well. Hahas.

After that we met up with Choong, and great things happened to him ^^. We were just lepaking around til Lc bring up coming over to my place to game. Elson was cool with it too and thats what we did. Gamed till like 2am. Awesome time spent. Great 'last outing' before school starts =))

Alright, i cant wait for sch to start now. PEACE

Hey ya. So i've been messing around with my guitar. I havent for a long time. The 2 months i was working and all.

So....i came up with my own take on Scream Aim Fire, acoustic, and i added in some parts of This Fire Burns(acoustic) as well. Im proud of it. I wanna cover it lehhhs. But my singing is -.-. Its not horrible. Its not pretty either.

This Scream Aim Fire Burns

I see what i did there. Im Batman! Peace

If you hate me, treat me to coffee. Cus i always had the runs after drinking just alittle. Why god why

Eh...So ive gone back to my workouts now. Yesterday went out with Bryan, Benedict, Darren, Xy and LC. I didnt want to just stay at home so i might as well follow them uh. So Bryan just wanted to bring us go eat Bukkake Udon. You read it right. Just cus of the novelty of the name. Its nothing special actually. Its just udon. So...the experience was horrible. We walked damn long to get there and orders were fked up etc etc. It just sucked. It was almost a whole hour til we finally got to eat. And...it wasnt half bad actually. Paid $6.40, its more authentic than stuff at kuishin bo. Really. It was a large serving and there was a generous amount of beef for our order. The beef was ALMOST yoshinoya standards. Almost. But it wasnt as fine and it was oilier. We had a choice of hot or cold broth and we chose cold. The food was okay but wasnt worth all the trouble.

We then went to Dohby Ghaut in search of Lc's shoes and other stuff and after that they all came over to my place and we gamed for awhile. Had fun.

And then i saw Marilyn Manson on 9gag. Awesome post is awesome =))

PEACE

Wow damn. Laziest week i've had. It was a recovery week i guess. Nah, excuses hahas. I've spent the week just grinding and playing through Dynasty Warriors 7 Yuanhe lent me. Completed the story. Pretty great stuff. Its not the best game, but hack-and-slashers like these are satisfying as hell. And im a fan so im not picky when it comes to the repetitive gameplay. Now i'd just wait for the price of Warriors Orochi 3 to drop to its 50s. Then i'll get it and stop buying games for awhile. Really. Need to buy cigarettes. Jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjjkjk

So yeah, i sleep at like 4am, playing DW through the nights and i didnt jog or do any of my workout routines this week. I got so lazy i hope i bring myself to workout next week.

What else to blog about? Oh yeah, Tp's april fools joke. They got me there. I so wanted to transfer to Sp when i heard they were gonna implement uniforms. =.=

Gintama ending? They will come back >=). They will nvr die!

You know what? Im backsliding. Yeah no joke.

Many reasons, firstly its because i've really seen the shit that christians(that i know of) do. My faith isnt that strong as it used to. Its hard to believe anything all those people say anymore. Really, i've been through and seen a hell lot of hypocritical assholes who act godloving on stage but a douche in real life. And secondly, its really because i myself is not a good christian either. What Kj said about me last year, they are all true. I curse, i hate on stuff, i listen to Marilyn Manson, i smoke( abeit 1 one stick ) I don't see the point you know? I go to church on sundays, but im just lying to myself and God.

I dun sing, i dun listen to christian songs. And to be honest, Marilyn Manson's song 'Antichrist Superstar' is catchy as hell. And its a good song. Im not gonna stop listening to all these music i like. I still believe in the guy up there. But imma gonna do it my own way.

Cus honestly, how many people who goes to those megachurches actually go for the service. I dare say a good 70% of the youth goes there only for their friends.

If someone like Marcus can backslide, i guess i lasted long enough.

Too serious of a post uh? Peace out

Went to Jeston's party yesterday. Had fun, met up with a lot of ppl i havent see for a long time. Elson, Xinyong. And fk the virgin puff lol i smoked a whole stick. I owe one stick. Will pay back one >;)

Jeston's tv is huge or what lol

If being a Christian means listening to only christiany music. Bring my ass to hell.

Random thought came up just as i was listening to some Marilyn manson tracks and i realized i dun have half a christian song in my music files. Hey whats better? I listen to christian songs and still commit sin ahem*pre-marital sex*ahem or i listen to what i like and try my damndest to live out a christian life. Hmmmmmmm they say that hell's not hot

' You were from that perfect world, that world that threw me away today '
- Coma White, Marilyn Manson

Gosh i feel so emo. I dun even know why. I wanna smoke and all that pretty stuff. Recently came across Meekakitty on youtube. Gosh shes so cute. I like girls like that. They are good looking but they act like dorks cus they dun give a fuck what others say. They dun nid to fit the mold of a 'proper' girl.



She looks great too. Gah.

I dunno why, i should be feeling sad but the video of Jason Russells(that kony 2012 guy) naked and strutting around in public cracks me up bad. Its hilarious gosh. Im going to hell for that

Alrighty will blog again soon. Just a quickie before a go to bed

Hmph. How long has it been since i blogged.

I wanna rant about something. Like how i busted $700 on impulse. So i was watching vids on youtube and i came across a comment 'thunderbirds/firebirds seem to be popular in with marilyn mansons guitarists'. Yeah, ive no idea why but there was this one time years ago if i didnt have the Firebird, i would kick a baby and god would kill a kitten. I still sucked back then and i busted $700 away just cus i was so into Marilyn Manson at the time and i loved Tim Skold. Great guitarist.

The guitar is heavy as hell. It looks pretty but its shape is impractical, with a larger lower horn, every time my hand is off the neck the guitar dives down and its hard to play standing up. Yeah, i regretted. Esp now im G.A.S-ing again. God those telecasters look so pretty.

Guitar aside, these few days were great. Almost everyday i have someone over and we would play Naruto. I just bought it and unlocked all the characters already. Damn fun when i had Lc, Lucas and Bryan come over. Wanted to jio Elson but his phone no batt so he didnt got the message. I pretty much got all the games i wanted already. My remaining pay will all go to clothes i think. I wont get a guitar until i improve leaps and bounds. I can't even play scales now. But when i do im busting on a high end made in japan one. hehe

Last week of work this week. Im on full slack mode. IDGAF if i fk up. What are they gonna do? FIRE ME? AAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS

Until i learn a scale. Peace. Nah wait, that ll mean this is my last post ever.

PEACE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

TADAIMA. Back from home after a long day's work. Bathed, had supper. Awesome. Its cool cus i can really feel the effects. Its all coming back again. I bringing back the workout routines from back when i had a crush on this person. Not to that extent but i have work so im not eating a lot anyway. I didnt feel shag after 11 hours of work sia.

Work was pleasant today. This one particular customer made me damn happy. I swear Caucasians are some of the more polite people. At least Caucasians that come to this restaurant. I merely got some serviettes for them and they were spamming Thank You Very Much and even bowing when they took it from my hands. Damn. Thats manners and respect man.

Not every Singaporeans are like that but this ONE time. This ONE customers. He was like a poly/jc student. Around that age. He looked down on me cus i was merely a labour worker there. Well, fk you. Im earning my own cash to buy my own shit. Im studying Law and well on my way to University. Can't judge a book by its cover. You can for some. But in his face man. Hah!

Always a joy serving the foreign customers.
Peace

Alrighty. Lovin my lappy. I havent got wireless internet nor do i know how to set up my modem with my lappy but im getting by using the 'personal hotspot' function of my phone. It works. Awesome. And here i am bloggin with my lappy.

No regrets. The stuff with webcam is also awesome. I can skype with the guys already.

The IT fair was fun. Accompanying Yuanhe to go get his lappy as well. Its such a coincidence both him and KMS both emptied their banks, spent all their hardearned pay and bought the same exact ASUS model. Lol! So coincidental sia. But nice la, everyone has their own distinctive models. Was kinda hoping Lim would buy that Eee PC thing from ASUS hahas

Alright, just a lil update and thoughts. Till next time. PEACE =))

So i finally got my laptop. Its a SONY VAIO S series. Im prolly the only dufus in this world stupid enough to buy a laptop based on how pretty it looked.

I didnt regret though. It was a tad bit expensive at $1.5k. Fengyuan was working at ASUS and he recom one at around 1.3k and Ryan advised me to get something 1.2K or below. True. But im intending to use this for school and a little of gaming (Final Fantasy 14 Online and TERA. TERA got my attention). So busting that extra amount of worth it. Plus, it looks gorgeous and is red. Another extra bonus was the carrying case it came with. It was this nice brown colour and i guess i lucked out cus it was a complete match with my new poly bag. Hahas.

Alright awesome lappy is awesome. Till next time. Peace out

Woah. Finished 12 hours of work yesterday. My body has gotten used to the tough work. I mean i wasnt dead tired last night. Still tired but i wasnt fking hyperventilating and crying like the first time i did it.

And i've been picking up a habit of drinking Fundango etc before i work, basically to pump myself with sugar so i have more energy but i've been cutting it since last Friday, so i can pass the urine test later on. And im actually more efficient without it. Hah! I didnt fk up at work at all yesterday. I had to do table setting and restaurant opening 2 times and restaurant closing and i still didnt screw up and i finished on time. Lesson learn. Fundango fks you up. Im sticking with my one and only. Pepsi. BEST IN THE WORLD

What else? Enrolment is a bitch. I hope i get everything settled by today. Then i'll have a peace of heart and start to go gym without worries.

Aight. Until i pass my urine test. Peace out. And if i never blog again, it means i failed lolololololololololololol. Jk, most prolly i'll bitch about it if i fail. I fking hate the Bedok SATA already. Poor service, inefficience, all around sucking hard. Aight, PEACE

Alright i totally forgotten about this cus the whole enrolment thing ruined my mood. And im sure all of ours. But yes! I can proudly say i've worked for a whole month without throwing in the towel. I'll be working till 31st March i guess. 1 more month. Working gave me the purchasing power to buy most of the stuff i wanted. Blazblue, the White Rock Shooter figma



Bryan somehow found the boxset at HALF PRICE. Now....i still have some games to buy. And im done. Feels shiok buying stuff with your own hardearned money

And no, i have the heart problem but i won't die. I read up on it, its fatal, but im healthy enough to not die yet. And i wont let myself die as long as im a virgin. I CANT die a virgin. I'll never forgive myself. I must get some before i breathe my last

Until next time. Peace

Fml.

So i went for the medical checkup this morning. Originally we had this wonderful plan in which we will rush to the clinic before they open, then rush out our checkup then go gym. Tadah.

But if a plan ever worked out, its not us already. I was late. Jordan was late plus he had stomachache. Lincheng got us lost at the bedok bus interchange. Reached at 9am and we got our queue numbers and it was 60++. So we went for breakfast and slacked around and when we returned it was already at number 50. So far so good lah. Then we registered, queued. Then theres a problem. There were some confusion with the urine test thing and i needed to redo 2 times. I didnt realize until later, apparently i failed cus i got blood in my urine etc etc. I failed it 3 times so i must go back again on another day.

Second, for this doctor's consultation thing. The doctor asked me if i had any issues in my medical history. I replied no and she listened to my heartbeat. For a long long time. Then she told me i had some heart problems. I got shocked la. It was so serious she was gonna refer me to a polyclinic which will then refer me to a heart doctor. Why she doesnt just refer me to the heart doctor? I DUN KNOW.

So after that shit. We wasted the whole morning there already. No gym. Then Lucas and Lc accompanied me to the geylang east polyclinic. This pissed me off so bad. The place was so inefficient we were told to go to this room, go to that room blah blah fuck you. Inefficient is inefficient. This isnt helping my heart condition, its fkin worsening it.

I'll skip the details. But i was damn pissed off and even more worried by the end of the visit. Fuck this man.

Poly enrolment is a bitch

The tank is empty, let it dry. Im suffering
-Bullet for my Valentine, Deliver Us From Evil


So yesterday i got my full day shift. It didnt really suck at first. I didnt fuck up at anything at all. I didnt start to fk up until dinner. It was fked up cus reservations were 117 people. 117! By 6:30 customers came flooding in and i felt damn dazed and weak. Partly due to horrible lunch. The bibimbap i had from the foodcourt was horrid. Not filling and it sucked. $5 gone. So i was hungry and faint and i kept fking up, i couldnt answer questions from customers. Sigh. I still managed to finish my 11hr work without fainting. I can work full day. My body gotten used to it already. Just that my head just felt so heavy during dinner. Customers trolling or what. 117 reservations. Sigh

Its pretty cool to go to work with kms, have lunch and knock off together despite us working in different places. Our timings damn coincidental.

I just received the enrolment package too. FUCKED UP. So many extraneous work.

Ive given it a thought. Maybe i should go for the Matt Tuck look for poly. Hmmmmmmmmm

So....yesterday i was just sitting on my ass and watching some anime. Hellsing was awesome btw. I realized how fat i've gotten since december. Im grotesquely fat now gosh.

I had a crush last year(long story. wait for the book) and i was working my ass off with her as motivation. I had such a healthy lifestyle, jogging twice/thrice a week. I had yutang 3 times a week. I cut off on bubble tea and carbonated drinks. I wake up an hour early everyday for my workout routine. And i was on the edge of looking hot.

Then O lvls came, and i got damn pissed off with her towards the end and boom. Fat me. I mean, after the olvls i did work out and jog consistently for the rest of november. But december came and i was desperate for a job, the idea of working out just vanished from my head. Goddamnnit. Im in awful shape now.

Im gonna bring back all my routines. I dun give a fk how tiring my work is. I MUST look like Gackt before school starts.

Alright. Its the end of the workdays for the week again for me. Last night was messed up.

Well, it was fun at first because there were only guys. Sandy, Ela etc not there. It was just Linus, the new guy, Jackson( a guy who looks like Alberto Del Rio ) and Raymond( a guy who looks like Ryan. heck he has RYAN in his name ).

So it was all guys. We didnt tio scolding at all. We slacked and for the most part work was fun. Its after work when i did closing. So i had this task to do larhhs. But Raymond saw me do the task and he thinks its wrong. The reason behind this was because everyone there had their style of doing things and i was taught by this other person for this task. So when Raymond saw me do what i did, which is different from his way, he retaught me his way and i redid my task. FUCKING SHAG by the end of the whole thing.

This week work quite sian uh.

Another blog worthy thing was Steins;Gate episode 25. The ending of 24 was kinda bittersweet but i guess the reception to this anime was so overwhelming the producers just HAD to make one last episode to satisfy viewers. And satisfy it did. Cus it was bloody awesome.

I swear to God this 1 episode of Steins;Gate is better than 300 episodes of Bleach. Awesome stuff. All the little things from the original 24 Episodes anime, like the random black guy Okarin said the legendary ' Hey mister, i am mad scientist. its so cool, sunuvabitch ' he made a cameo as a random taxi driver. And driving the point home with Rukako being a trap



Back in episode 1 and throughout the entire series they would build him up to be this cute girl and then Okarin would go 'But he is a guy'. In episode 25 they actually said ' He is a guy BUT WE DON'T CARE '. Only Steins;Gate.

The ending was also a tribute to Episode 22 when Okarin finally confesses and Kurisu said the same thing for her reply. Honestly, i havent seen a better written anime since Death Note and Code Geass. Such awesome dialogues and characters. Great closure.

Alrighty. Till Ichigo dies again. Peace

Gosh. Work was damn sian yesterday.

So there was this newcomer dude. And among all the coworkers i have, i like him the least. I mean, LC and Linus i've worked with them for quite some time already and we've hung out too. And last week there was an Indian girl, same age and going to SP Biomedical Engineering(its a fking good course right? sounds damn impressive). That girl was polite and helpful. This guy comes across to me as proud. Cus...while we are waiting for Poly to start. He is waiting for University. And his kinda fake imo. Behind at the toilet he screamed 'fuck' cus the trashbag was leaking and it dirtied his shoes. Rough idea how hes like already huh. Dun like him eh. Its k, tonight i working with Linus so it should be cool.

I was doing well early on. But by dinner hour it was hell. There was a sudden influx of chicks. There was A LOT of them. So i got DAMN distracted obviously. I can't help it uh. Got chicks i must go see one. So when i was making my rounds to look out for empty plates to clear, i got distracted and was staring and the many chicks. And i was scolded cus i when i walked past some tables, customers actually called for me and i didnt go to them. LOL. And some time i would purposely not go to some tables cus i wanna see the chicks. Sigh. After the dinner hour i just lost focus, got damn tired and i got scolded a lot. Sucks.

Damn it la. There usually no chicks, got chicks all come at once. What is this?

Met up with KMS after work cus we dismiss the same time yesterday and later tonight. Shared our woes with each other LOL T.T

Alrighty, just wanted to rant alittle about chicks. Kthxbye

First and foremost. Happy Birthday to Kurt Cobain. I could go on and on and quote him and say all the 'hes dead but his music lives' yada yada but i don't need to. Such an inspiration. I haven't forgotten him yet >=)

So today had been really awesome. This past week has been. So Fengyuan decided to organize a kbox with him, lucas, lc, jordan and myself. After last friday when we went pool and astons together. And so he did.

We had a great time losing our voices. Screaming our asses off on Helena, Smells like Teen Spirit. And the list goes on. It was awkward at first but we snapped near the end. We played party rock and shuffled like assholes. We took a group shot to disturb KMS cus he was working




LOL. I swear doing that became a habit. The last hour was insane. Lucas got damn high and started picking Thailand songs and Vietnamese songs and we got so sick and tired of it LC and Jordan actually helped me pin Soo down to let me assault him.

It was a fun kbox session. I swear we have gotta hang out more and do more stupid shit.

Had dinner and Jtan and Jordan came over to my place. I have morning shift work tomorrow but no regrets. Its my first time jamming with someone serious. The last time we prepared for our chapel worship service; that was shit. The other times with the guys we just messed around. But Jtan has an intense love for the guitar and music so our jamming was spontaneous. I busted out some cheap and simple chord progressions and he did basslines and vocalisations and we sang and all that. It was great man. And hes a better musician than me so i can count on him on technical stuff and we even did stuff with the ukelele. We had a simple but great jam of 'Sunday bloody Sunday', which, blows that We Found Love cover by those who shall not be named.

Friday is gonna be great with Fy and jtan.

Work from tomorrow till Thurs. For once i wanted to work full days(despo for cash) but i get half days instead. Still cool. Im wasting only my angpao loot now. My pay still intact. Everyday i get to see Linus so its cool.

Until next time. Peace out. And...just for today, its better to burn out than fade away >;-))

YES! I actually stuck to my promise and blogged when i finally got the Extend. It was a painful wait. And honestly, i wasted money buying Continuum Shift. But it was free $200 from the good progress award anyways. Hahas. This one i bought using my angpao money. Im currently living off angpao money till i get my pay LOL. But im using my own cash at least

But yeap. Finally got the game and the feeling was orgasmic. I didnt buy the special addition cus its $82 and i didnt want to bust that much cash. Now that i know how hard earning money is, I dun want to waste to0 much unneeded cash. So...i settle for this then.

Today was pretty fun. It was finally my off day and i asked Lucas and Lc out to Funan with me so i can get some advice for laptop stuff. Cus i dunno jack shit. It was fruitful. Other than the Macbook air other options like the VAIO and the Zenbook popped up and i guess i'd do some researching myself now.

Then we looked at guitars at peninsular and sian the Telecaster i wanted is $1590. The GazettE sig i wanted is $1500. Either way can't buy. Then i saw a new ESP Horizon. There was no price tag but it doesnt take a genius to tell its worth at least $2800. The gold floyd rose looked AWESOME. Gosh.

Then we bumped into Yuhung's group. We rejected the Cage event he proposed. Mainly for me cus Kaiboon going. Honestly so i didnt want to go. But we met up with them and what the heck, we went to play pool together. What makes it more awkward was the fact that Lc asked Linus out so...DAMN AWKWARD.

So there were 2 tables and we just played a lot of pool. I sucked. JTan was blatantly cheating in hilarious fashion. Yuhung was surprisingly good. Fy was great. And so was Lc. We spent 3 hours there and had dinner at Astons where we visited Yuanhe. Astons was great. I still hate my asian genes cus my favourite thing on the plate was the rice LOL.

THEN after that Fengyuan, Lucas and Jordan came over to my place and we played the new Blazblue, trying out new characters etc.

Today was fun. This week of work was more slack. Next week i actually asked for a full day for my schedule. Gotta push myself alittle. Work my tails off alittle man. ALL DA GOOD GAMES OUT NOW.

Until next time. Peace

When you said i couldn't give you enough, i started giving you up
-Dave Grohl, Foo Fighters, Arlandria

Geez since when have my blog become one of those. Ugh. Hahas.

Slack week at work. Total only 13.5hrs. Feel happy for Yuanhe. He chiong so hard but hes rewarded well. I can't tahan that long uh. But so far my pay plus my angpao loot i cant buy myself some games and some figmas hahas.

Alright. Until i get the newest Blazblue game, Peace out

Alright.

So before i started work and even now whenever i have free time. I would play good o gameboy games on my computer gameboy emulator. And i kept finding myself going back to titles like Fire Emblem and FFTactics. Thats when i realized how i loved Tactical RPGs. Its sad that this genre is dying and the really mainstream stuff are FPSs. Not saying they suck. But its a waste lah.

And its one of my bigger regrets to never complete Valkyria Chronicles. My psp is too fucked for it and i did some reading and i read that there are rumours of SEGA remaking Valkyria Chronicles. Im praying hard. Its one of the 2 games i really wish gets the PS3/Xbox treatment. The other being FF7. Imagine one of the greatest RPGs of all time, with the graphics and sound you can find in FF13. DAYUM. That would make Skyrim look like shit. And thats saying A LOT.

So yeap. I read theres also a new Fire Emblem comin but its on some nintendo thingy and i wont be able to play it. Sad.

Peace

I hated Kpop. I hated snsd. Why do i listen to them and is a fan now you ask?

How can i know when the western music industry is in its current state now. Theres Rebecca Black(wont hate on her here). Theres Glee. Fuck Glee man. Theres One Direction. And 1D pisses me off cus they are 5 X Factor rejects. They are REJECTS for the love of god. I don't get why girls are gaga over them. But this goes to show how shallow music in the west is now. 5 rejects. Gosh. Then i recently came across Nicki Minaj's "Stupid Hoe'. That is GOD AWFUL. Atheists can use it as an argument really. If God exists, people wouldnt like this piece of shit. People wont make this piece of shit.

So i turn to Japan and Korea. Great fking musicians in Japan. I can't name enough. Even in korea, they might not be the best 'musicians' but they do their job as entertainers well. And well its not like they are rejects of a talent show, nor did they get big doing covers and horrible, horrible dramas. Theirs songs are catchy and although lyrically shallow, doesnt insult their audiences and calling them 'you're a stupid hoe'.

And their Asian. I support my fellow asians. Thats it for my rant. Until music sucks again, peace out

Alright. Just reached home after the last work day of the week. Today was really pleasant. Im not too shagged. Fundango works. I pumped myself with lots of sugar before i went to work and i was energetic throughout. Time passed quickly too. Before i knew it, it was already my toilet break(which is like 9pm for night shift) and then i found myself mopping the floor and leaving already.

Its been a week since i started working and i remembered posting on fb 'im quitting next week'. But today i saw my own locker, with my own name and everything. They my seniors there are all so nice to me. I feel bad to 'just leave' ya know. We'll see.

Nothing interesting happened at work today. But after work i slacked around at the playground near my place. Emo alittle ya know what i mean. Starring at the moon, headphones in and shut the world off. Its depressing you never get to see stars in Sg.

What else? Oh yeah. Yuhung doing cover with Faith. Walao bo jio. Friend so many years for nothing. Nah just kidding. I couldnt give less fucks if i wanted to.

I earned $201.50 already. Enough to buy me the collector's edition Blazblue >=)

Thats all for now. Now lets talk some manga. Ya know, public blog now. I need some mainstream exposure(lol). Bleach. Ah bleach. Why the hell are you back from break?! Honestly, i've had enough of Bleach now and i believe even the most jaded of bleach fans are too. In my own opinion, when they revealed that Aizen was this evil dude and the captains had them surrounded, it should've ended there. It was a strong ending already. But no, they dragged it on and on. The arrancar arc lasted 5 years. 5 YEARS. If it has good writing, sure. But Kubo only knows how to write deus ex machinas. Ichigo's trainings are always 'beat the shit outta him to force his powers out'. Thats all. One piece you had Kuma separate the whole crew and they trained individually for the 2 years. In Naruto you always get the training arc. In bleach its always the same. The last time i remembered Ichigo winning a fight cleanly was against Grimmjow. How many times have he pulled off the godmode card? He dies and comes back a God. Bullshit. The shinigami arc lasted 4 years and the arrancar arc lasted 5. Fk Kubo if this new 'thousand year war' lasts 10 years.

Naruto, ever since the beginning they've been building up for this and to finally see the 9 tails accepting Naruto and seeing them work together is just amazing. Thats proper storytelling. Im not biased but Naruto wins a fight by his own prowess. When hes down hes down. Not like coughsichigocoughs. What else is there to say? I don't mind how the fights are at DBZ lvls now and no longer 'ninja-like'. They've done enough to deserve a climatic battle like this.

One Piece. One of the few animes/mangas to have a character with half a body, in this case the lower half, and get away with it scot free. Its second half of the story is just gettin started. And it can only get better.

Fk Bleach seriously lol.

Erm yeap. Have been wanting to write about this for quite some time already. Alright. Until Bleach sucks again, peace out! (wont take long hahas)

Alright, im back. Now this blog is here to stay. I wont lock it or anything like my other blogs. This blog is just me. It wont be gimmicky like my others, there wont be cartoonish anger and hate, heck, this wont be a private blog so there'll rarely be hate. Towards people at least.

Now, i wont be able to write and post as religiously as i did so you wont have to come here everyday to check. Maybe once a week?.

So, new year. Lots of things had happened but i never really wanted to blog. Until now, now that im working and all that. I have things to write about again.

Lets start from....results taking then. It was a huge shocker. I was hoping for 14, then after deduction would be 13, just nice for me to go TP Law and Management. It was better than i expected. I actually scored a 12! If you would go back to the past and tell me 'hey, ur gonna score 12 for Os' i wouldnt have bought it. Furthermore, all that stuff from my neighbours, i felt like i never did study. Much. It was awesome nonetheless. I reaped what i sowed i guess. I never deserved a single digit like Lim or Alson. Im contended with my score and im happy for everyone. Everyone can go where they want to and thats all that matters. Except Yuanhe though. He scored 21. I don't wanna probe too much. But hes taking it well and i hope for his best. As long as he knows what he wants and likes and is happy with what he does.

Not much surprises, was told Benjamin ong was retained, jeremy leow failed everything cept for chinese. I found myself quoting this a lot and i agree with this thing Elson said. The real losers are those who gave up without a fight. Say what you want about Jeremy. He has nuts to at least take the O lvls. Benjamin Ong and Weilin simply threw in the towel before the exam.

I would want to relieve the results taking. It was a truly happy day. And for the posting, thank god ive got what i wanted and im officially in the Law and Management course. Ive been told that the course is competitive and the scholarship is given to only 1 student every year. The best one. The rest would just be getting their diploma. Im not taking chances. Im gonna work my cherries off to get that scholarship. Even if it means staying single for my poly days.

Grats to Lim for getting to JC. Tan for being able to get to that aerospace course. Soo too. Choong for gettin in YJC and has Shuting as his company. Even Yuanhe has Benedict and Darren in Nanyang.

So what else. Ah. Work. I've FINALLY started working and by god was it tough. Now i know what my parents go through everyday. Its really tough stuff and im not kidding when i say i work until i want cry already. So really impressed with Yuanhe and Wendy for working 12 HOURS. The pay is good for a reason. Im starting to wonder if its worth it. Ive earned about $170 already. But im really broken now. I wanted to take a nap but even though my body is broken, my head is still active from the adrenaline rush and my heart is still beating fast. I can't sleep at all. Thats why i decided to blog uh.

My coworkers are really awesome people. I thank them for being so kind to me and being so patient. Especially Maricel. She deserves every bit of respect. Shes prolly like in her late 30s/early 40s. And shes pregnant(dun ask, i dunno anything). She works the same shift as me and she never showed any signs of fatigue. Usually im pumped up in the first hour but by the fifth, im too drained out to even smile and ask customers if i could collect their plates. I just take them. She didnt show any of that. She even helps me with my work. Thats a tough lady there.

I've met a new friend there, Linus. Great guy. Hes like cheelee, the type of guy you wouldnt believe me if i told u how kind he is.

The job, is simple repetition. I collect plates, put them in this trolley, when it fills up i change them. If im in the morning shift, i do opening work setting the tables and if im in the night, i do closing work like mopping the floor and cleaning the tables etc. It sounds easy but its really tough stuff. Considering how big the restaurant is also.

Most of the customers i serve is pleasant. Their 'thank you very much' serves as huge boost for me whenever im exhausted. The more interesting ones are the young couples. Some of them are really cute. While the old me would go 'how did that shit get that girl?'. I dont think that anymore. The boyfriends are awesome. The dinner prices are like $44 per person and those boyfriends are loving and generous guys to bring their girls there.

Im working as long as my body can take. I'll quit when my body calls it quits. Im pretty beat up by now. All those cleaners etc. Don't look down on them! They do shit you'll never do when u stay at home, get fat and play ur Modern Warfare! The job too taught me that i'd rather work hard now and get the degree etc, rather than to slack now and work my ass off in the future when i screw up my studies. And also to work hard so my parents can retire and relax.

Some other stuff. Ive never hanged out with anyone recently. Only Lc. When i went swimming with him. I'm not hating on Lucas but im pretty pissed off at him now. When he was working, i jio him out go swimming etc. He says no and i understand now. Though an office job, working is still tiring. Okay. Then he says he quits and is gonna be free and jio me go out with him. Im okay with it la. Why not? Then he keeps draggin and giving excuses etc. I mean, you dun wan go out with me its fine man. I can take the rest. But keep giving me false hope, tell me want go out, then friday tell me you cant make it cus of petty stuff. Really? I work damn tired im taking out my time then u throw me a curve ball. Im too tired to take all this bullshit. Just cus i being nice doesnt mean can push me around. Im not damn pissed off. Im just sayin man. I tell you i this weekend want go out with you, you work damn shag i friday tell u i tmr dun feel like it, i want watch this that. You happy or not? And its been weeks already leh. Anyone would be peeved. I know hes like that and just havin fun. But hes pushing it

So...i guess i'll be writing again some other time. Until then, peace