Sigh...yesterday i skipped the 'Law Welcome' event.

Partly cus there was the gathering with the guys and also because i was so darn tired. Another FULL day orientation would fk me up bad. Felt bad though. SL called me and i just kept apologizing.

And...after yesterday im pretty sure my next 3 years in poly will be a lonely walk. Every year change class, with my personality i will nvr make solid friendships. Sucks cus the ppl in my class seems shy and reserved such as myself and we barely have anything in common. Still miss the guys. Moving on is easier said than done. Sch starts tomorrow and by god i wish i could have so many more gatherings like yesterday. Not just with them, with Darren ben etc, with jordan kms etc also.

SIGH. FK. I feel stressed and depressed all of the sudden. I wanna catch a breathe of 'fresh air'. I wanna drink. I dun wanna think. And i was so looking forward to poly...

This sucks(for now, at least). We'll meet in a week, lets see hows the first week of school.....


Peace