You know what? Im backsliding. Yeah no joke.

Many reasons, firstly its because i've really seen the shit that christians(that i know of) do. My faith isnt that strong as it used to. Its hard to believe anything all those people say anymore. Really, i've been through and seen a hell lot of hypocritical assholes who act godloving on stage but a douche in real life. And secondly, its really because i myself is not a good christian either. What Kj said about me last year, they are all true. I curse, i hate on stuff, i listen to Marilyn Manson, i smoke( abeit 1 one stick ) I don't see the point you know? I go to church on sundays, but im just lying to myself and God.

I dun sing, i dun listen to christian songs. And to be honest, Marilyn Manson's song 'Antichrist Superstar' is catchy as hell. And its a good song. Im not gonna stop listening to all these music i like. I still believe in the guy up there. But imma gonna do it my own way.

Cus honestly, how many people who goes to those megachurches actually go for the service. I dare say a good 70% of the youth goes there only for their friends.

If someone like Marcus can backslide, i guess i lasted long enough.

Too serious of a post uh? Peace out