Alright, im back. Now this blog is here to stay. I wont lock it or anything like my other blogs. This blog is just me. It wont be gimmicky like my others, there wont be cartoonish anger and hate, heck, this wont be a private blog so there'll rarely be hate. Towards people at least.

Now, i wont be able to write and post as religiously as i did so you wont have to come here everyday to check. Maybe once a week?.

So, new year. Lots of things had happened but i never really wanted to blog. Until now, now that im working and all that. I have things to write about again.

Lets start from....results taking then. It was a huge shocker. I was hoping for 14, then after deduction would be 13, just nice for me to go TP Law and Management. It was better than i expected. I actually scored a 12! If you would go back to the past and tell me 'hey, ur gonna score 12 for Os' i wouldnt have bought it. Furthermore, all that stuff from my neighbours, i felt like i never did study. Much. It was awesome nonetheless. I reaped what i sowed i guess. I never deserved a single digit like Lim or Alson. Im contended with my score and im happy for everyone. Everyone can go where they want to and thats all that matters. Except Yuanhe though. He scored 21. I don't wanna probe too much. But hes taking it well and i hope for his best. As long as he knows what he wants and likes and is happy with what he does.

Not much surprises, was told Benjamin ong was retained, jeremy leow failed everything cept for chinese. I found myself quoting this a lot and i agree with this thing Elson said. The real losers are those who gave up without a fight. Say what you want about Jeremy. He has nuts to at least take the O lvls. Benjamin Ong and Weilin simply threw in the towel before the exam.

I would want to relieve the results taking. It was a truly happy day. And for the posting, thank god ive got what i wanted and im officially in the Law and Management course. Ive been told that the course is competitive and the scholarship is given to only 1 student every year. The best one. The rest would just be getting their diploma. Im not taking chances. Im gonna work my cherries off to get that scholarship. Even if it means staying single for my poly days.

Grats to Lim for getting to JC. Tan for being able to get to that aerospace course. Soo too. Choong for gettin in YJC and has Shuting as his company. Even Yuanhe has Benedict and Darren in Nanyang.

So what else. Ah. Work. I've FINALLY started working and by god was it tough. Now i know what my parents go through everyday. Its really tough stuff and im not kidding when i say i work until i want cry already. So really impressed with Yuanhe and Wendy for working 12 HOURS. The pay is good for a reason. Im starting to wonder if its worth it. Ive earned about $170 already. But im really broken now. I wanted to take a nap but even though my body is broken, my head is still active from the adrenaline rush and my heart is still beating fast. I can't sleep at all. Thats why i decided to blog uh.

My coworkers are really awesome people. I thank them for being so kind to me and being so patient. Especially Maricel. She deserves every bit of respect. Shes prolly like in her late 30s/early 40s. And shes pregnant(dun ask, i dunno anything). She works the same shift as me and she never showed any signs of fatigue. Usually im pumped up in the first hour but by the fifth, im too drained out to even smile and ask customers if i could collect their plates. I just take them. She didnt show any of that. She even helps me with my work. Thats a tough lady there.

I've met a new friend there, Linus. Great guy. Hes like cheelee, the type of guy you wouldnt believe me if i told u how kind he is.

The job, is simple repetition. I collect plates, put them in this trolley, when it fills up i change them. If im in the morning shift, i do opening work setting the tables and if im in the night, i do closing work like mopping the floor and cleaning the tables etc. It sounds easy but its really tough stuff. Considering how big the restaurant is also.

Most of the customers i serve is pleasant. Their 'thank you very much' serves as huge boost for me whenever im exhausted. The more interesting ones are the young couples. Some of them are really cute. While the old me would go 'how did that shit get that girl?'. I dont think that anymore. The boyfriends are awesome. The dinner prices are like $44 per person and those boyfriends are loving and generous guys to bring their girls there.

Im working as long as my body can take. I'll quit when my body calls it quits. Im pretty beat up by now. All those cleaners etc. Don't look down on them! They do shit you'll never do when u stay at home, get fat and play ur Modern Warfare! The job too taught me that i'd rather work hard now and get the degree etc, rather than to slack now and work my ass off in the future when i screw up my studies. And also to work hard so my parents can retire and relax.

Some other stuff. Ive never hanged out with anyone recently. Only Lc. When i went swimming with him. I'm not hating on Lucas but im pretty pissed off at him now. When he was working, i jio him out go swimming etc. He says no and i understand now. Though an office job, working is still tiring. Okay. Then he says he quits and is gonna be free and jio me go out with him. Im okay with it la. Why not? Then he keeps draggin and giving excuses etc. I mean, you dun wan go out with me its fine man. I can take the rest. But keep giving me false hope, tell me want go out, then friday tell me you cant make it cus of petty stuff. Really? I work damn tired im taking out my time then u throw me a curve ball. Im too tired to take all this bullshit. Just cus i being nice doesnt mean can push me around. Im not damn pissed off. Im just sayin man. I tell you i this weekend want go out with you, you work damn shag i friday tell u i tmr dun feel like it, i want watch this that. You happy or not? And its been weeks already leh. Anyone would be peeved. I know hes like that and just havin fun. But hes pushing it

So...i guess i'll be writing again some other time. Until then, peace