So....yesterday i was just sitting on my ass and watching some anime. Hellsing was awesome btw. I realized how fat i've gotten since december. Im grotesquely fat now gosh.

I had a crush last year(long story. wait for the book) and i was working my ass off with her as motivation. I had such a healthy lifestyle, jogging twice/thrice a week. I had yutang 3 times a week. I cut off on bubble tea and carbonated drinks. I wake up an hour early everyday for my workout routine. And i was on the edge of looking hot.

Then O lvls came, and i got damn pissed off with her towards the end and boom. Fat me. I mean, after the olvls i did work out and jog consistently for the rest of november. But december came and i was desperate for a job, the idea of working out just vanished from my head. Goddamnnit. Im in awful shape now.

Im gonna bring back all my routines. I dun give a fk how tiring my work is. I MUST look like Gackt before school starts.