The tank is empty, let it dry. Im suffering
-Bullet for my Valentine, Deliver Us From Evil


So yesterday i got my full day shift. It didnt really suck at first. I didnt fuck up at anything at all. I didnt start to fk up until dinner. It was fked up cus reservations were 117 people. 117! By 6:30 customers came flooding in and i felt damn dazed and weak. Partly due to horrible lunch. The bibimbap i had from the foodcourt was horrid. Not filling and it sucked. $5 gone. So i was hungry and faint and i kept fking up, i couldnt answer questions from customers. Sigh. I still managed to finish my 11hr work without fainting. I can work full day. My body gotten used to it already. Just that my head just felt so heavy during dinner. Customers trolling or what. 117 reservations. Sigh

Its pretty cool to go to work with kms, have lunch and knock off together despite us working in different places. Our timings damn coincidental.

I just received the enrolment package too. FUCKED UP. So many extraneous work.

Ive given it a thought. Maybe i should go for the Matt Tuck look for poly. Hmmmmmmmmm

So....yesterday i was just sitting on my ass and watching some anime. Hellsing was awesome btw. I realized how fat i've gotten since december. Im grotesquely fat now gosh.

I had a crush last year(long story. wait for the book) and i was working my ass off with her as motivation. I had such a healthy lifestyle, jogging twice/thrice a week. I had yutang 3 times a week. I cut off on bubble tea and carbonated drinks. I wake up an hour early everyday for my workout routine. And i was on the edge of looking hot.

Then O lvls came, and i got damn pissed off with her towards the end and boom. Fat me. I mean, after the olvls i did work out and jog consistently for the rest of november. But december came and i was desperate for a job, the idea of working out just vanished from my head. Goddamnnit. Im in awful shape now.

Im gonna bring back all my routines. I dun give a fk how tiring my work is. I MUST look like Gackt before school starts.

Alright. Its the end of the workdays for the week again for me. Last night was messed up.

Well, it was fun at first because there were only guys. Sandy, Ela etc not there. It was just Linus, the new guy, Jackson( a guy who looks like Alberto Del Rio ) and Raymond( a guy who looks like Ryan. heck he has RYAN in his name ).

So it was all guys. We didnt tio scolding at all. We slacked and for the most part work was fun. Its after work when i did closing. So i had this task to do larhhs. But Raymond saw me do the task and he thinks its wrong. The reason behind this was because everyone there had their style of doing things and i was taught by this other person for this task. So when Raymond saw me do what i did, which is different from his way, he retaught me his way and i redid my task. FUCKING SHAG by the end of the whole thing.

This week work quite sian uh.

Another blog worthy thing was Steins;Gate episode 25. The ending of 24 was kinda bittersweet but i guess the reception to this anime was so overwhelming the producers just HAD to make one last episode to satisfy viewers. And satisfy it did. Cus it was bloody awesome.

I swear to God this 1 episode of Steins;Gate is better than 300 episodes of Bleach. Awesome stuff. All the little things from the original 24 Episodes anime, like the random black guy Okarin said the legendary ' Hey mister, i am mad scientist. its so cool, sunuvabitch ' he made a cameo as a random taxi driver. And driving the point home with Rukako being a trap



Back in episode 1 and throughout the entire series they would build him up to be this cute girl and then Okarin would go 'But he is a guy'. In episode 25 they actually said ' He is a guy BUT WE DON'T CARE '. Only Steins;Gate.

The ending was also a tribute to Episode 22 when Okarin finally confesses and Kurisu said the same thing for her reply. Honestly, i havent seen a better written anime since Death Note and Code Geass. Such awesome dialogues and characters. Great closure.

Alrighty. Till Ichigo dies again. Peace

Gosh. Work was damn sian yesterday.

So there was this newcomer dude. And among all the coworkers i have, i like him the least. I mean, LC and Linus i've worked with them for quite some time already and we've hung out too. And last week there was an Indian girl, same age and going to SP Biomedical Engineering(its a fking good course right? sounds damn impressive). That girl was polite and helpful. This guy comes across to me as proud. Cus...while we are waiting for Poly to start. He is waiting for University. And his kinda fake imo. Behind at the toilet he screamed 'fuck' cus the trashbag was leaking and it dirtied his shoes. Rough idea how hes like already huh. Dun like him eh. Its k, tonight i working with Linus so it should be cool.

I was doing well early on. But by dinner hour it was hell. There was a sudden influx of chicks. There was A LOT of them. So i got DAMN distracted obviously. I can't help it uh. Got chicks i must go see one. So when i was making my rounds to look out for empty plates to clear, i got distracted and was staring and the many chicks. And i was scolded cus i when i walked past some tables, customers actually called for me and i didnt go to them. LOL. And some time i would purposely not go to some tables cus i wanna see the chicks. Sigh. After the dinner hour i just lost focus, got damn tired and i got scolded a lot. Sucks.

Damn it la. There usually no chicks, got chicks all come at once. What is this?

Met up with KMS after work cus we dismiss the same time yesterday and later tonight. Shared our woes with each other LOL T.T

Alrighty, just wanted to rant alittle about chicks. Kthxbye

First and foremost. Happy Birthday to Kurt Cobain. I could go on and on and quote him and say all the 'hes dead but his music lives' yada yada but i don't need to. Such an inspiration. I haven't forgotten him yet >=)

So today had been really awesome. This past week has been. So Fengyuan decided to organize a kbox with him, lucas, lc, jordan and myself. After last friday when we went pool and astons together. And so he did.

We had a great time losing our voices. Screaming our asses off on Helena, Smells like Teen Spirit. And the list goes on. It was awkward at first but we snapped near the end. We played party rock and shuffled like assholes. We took a group shot to disturb KMS cus he was working




LOL. I swear doing that became a habit. The last hour was insane. Lucas got damn high and started picking Thailand songs and Vietnamese songs and we got so sick and tired of it LC and Jordan actually helped me pin Soo down to let me assault him.

It was a fun kbox session. I swear we have gotta hang out more and do more stupid shit.

Had dinner and Jtan and Jordan came over to my place. I have morning shift work tomorrow but no regrets. Its my first time jamming with someone serious. The last time we prepared for our chapel worship service; that was shit. The other times with the guys we just messed around. But Jtan has an intense love for the guitar and music so our jamming was spontaneous. I busted out some cheap and simple chord progressions and he did basslines and vocalisations and we sang and all that. It was great man. And hes a better musician than me so i can count on him on technical stuff and we even did stuff with the ukelele. We had a simple but great jam of 'Sunday bloody Sunday', which, blows that We Found Love cover by those who shall not be named.

Friday is gonna be great with Fy and jtan.

Work from tomorrow till Thurs. For once i wanted to work full days(despo for cash) but i get half days instead. Still cool. Im wasting only my angpao loot now. My pay still intact. Everyday i get to see Linus so its cool.

Until next time. Peace out. And...just for today, its better to burn out than fade away >;-))

YES! I actually stuck to my promise and blogged when i finally got the Extend. It was a painful wait. And honestly, i wasted money buying Continuum Shift. But it was free $200 from the good progress award anyways. Hahas. This one i bought using my angpao money. Im currently living off angpao money till i get my pay LOL. But im using my own cash at least

But yeap. Finally got the game and the feeling was orgasmic. I didnt buy the special addition cus its $82 and i didnt want to bust that much cash. Now that i know how hard earning money is, I dun want to waste to0 much unneeded cash. So...i settle for this then.

Today was pretty fun. It was finally my off day and i asked Lucas and Lc out to Funan with me so i can get some advice for laptop stuff. Cus i dunno jack shit. It was fruitful. Other than the Macbook air other options like the VAIO and the Zenbook popped up and i guess i'd do some researching myself now.

Then we looked at guitars at peninsular and sian the Telecaster i wanted is $1590. The GazettE sig i wanted is $1500. Either way can't buy. Then i saw a new ESP Horizon. There was no price tag but it doesnt take a genius to tell its worth at least $2800. The gold floyd rose looked AWESOME. Gosh.

Then we bumped into Yuhung's group. We rejected the Cage event he proposed. Mainly for me cus Kaiboon going. Honestly so i didnt want to go. But we met up with them and what the heck, we went to play pool together. What makes it more awkward was the fact that Lc asked Linus out so...DAMN AWKWARD.

So there were 2 tables and we just played a lot of pool. I sucked. JTan was blatantly cheating in hilarious fashion. Yuhung was surprisingly good. Fy was great. And so was Lc. We spent 3 hours there and had dinner at Astons where we visited Yuanhe. Astons was great. I still hate my asian genes cus my favourite thing on the plate was the rice LOL.

THEN after that Fengyuan, Lucas and Jordan came over to my place and we played the new Blazblue, trying out new characters etc.

Today was fun. This week of work was more slack. Next week i actually asked for a full day for my schedule. Gotta push myself alittle. Work my tails off alittle man. ALL DA GOOD GAMES OUT NOW.

Until next time. Peace

When you said i couldn't give you enough, i started giving you up
-Dave Grohl, Foo Fighters, Arlandria

Geez since when have my blog become one of those. Ugh. Hahas.

Slack week at work. Total only 13.5hrs. Feel happy for Yuanhe. He chiong so hard but hes rewarded well. I can't tahan that long uh. But so far my pay plus my angpao loot i cant buy myself some games and some figmas hahas.

Alright. Until i get the newest Blazblue game, Peace out

Alright.

So before i started work and even now whenever i have free time. I would play good o gameboy games on my computer gameboy emulator. And i kept finding myself going back to titles like Fire Emblem and FFTactics. Thats when i realized how i loved Tactical RPGs. Its sad that this genre is dying and the really mainstream stuff are FPSs. Not saying they suck. But its a waste lah.

And its one of my bigger regrets to never complete Valkyria Chronicles. My psp is too fucked for it and i did some reading and i read that there are rumours of SEGA remaking Valkyria Chronicles. Im praying hard. Its one of the 2 games i really wish gets the PS3/Xbox treatment. The other being FF7. Imagine one of the greatest RPGs of all time, with the graphics and sound you can find in FF13. DAYUM. That would make Skyrim look like shit. And thats saying A LOT.

So yeap. I read theres also a new Fire Emblem comin but its on some nintendo thingy and i wont be able to play it. Sad.

Peace

I hated Kpop. I hated snsd. Why do i listen to them and is a fan now you ask?

How can i know when the western music industry is in its current state now. Theres Rebecca Black(wont hate on her here). Theres Glee. Fuck Glee man. Theres One Direction. And 1D pisses me off cus they are 5 X Factor rejects. They are REJECTS for the love of god. I don't get why girls are gaga over them. But this goes to show how shallow music in the west is now. 5 rejects. Gosh. Then i recently came across Nicki Minaj's "Stupid Hoe'. That is GOD AWFUL. Atheists can use it as an argument really. If God exists, people wouldnt like this piece of shit. People wont make this piece of shit.

So i turn to Japan and Korea. Great fking musicians in Japan. I can't name enough. Even in korea, they might not be the best 'musicians' but they do their job as entertainers well. And well its not like they are rejects of a talent show, nor did they get big doing covers and horrible, horrible dramas. Theirs songs are catchy and although lyrically shallow, doesnt insult their audiences and calling them 'you're a stupid hoe'.

And their Asian. I support my fellow asians. Thats it for my rant. Until music sucks again, peace out

Alright. Just reached home after the last work day of the week. Today was really pleasant. Im not too shagged. Fundango works. I pumped myself with lots of sugar before i went to work and i was energetic throughout. Time passed quickly too. Before i knew it, it was already my toilet break(which is like 9pm for night shift) and then i found myself mopping the floor and leaving already.

Its been a week since i started working and i remembered posting on fb 'im quitting next week'. But today i saw my own locker, with my own name and everything. They my seniors there are all so nice to me. I feel bad to 'just leave' ya know. We'll see.

Nothing interesting happened at work today. But after work i slacked around at the playground near my place. Emo alittle ya know what i mean. Starring at the moon, headphones in and shut the world off. Its depressing you never get to see stars in Sg.

What else? Oh yeah. Yuhung doing cover with Faith. Walao bo jio. Friend so many years for nothing. Nah just kidding. I couldnt give less fucks if i wanted to.

I earned $201.50 already. Enough to buy me the collector's edition Blazblue >=)

Thats all for now. Now lets talk some manga. Ya know, public blog now. I need some mainstream exposure(lol). Bleach. Ah bleach. Why the hell are you back from break?! Honestly, i've had enough of Bleach now and i believe even the most jaded of bleach fans are too. In my own opinion, when they revealed that Aizen was this evil dude and the captains had them surrounded, it should've ended there. It was a strong ending already. But no, they dragged it on and on. The arrancar arc lasted 5 years. 5 YEARS. If it has good writing, sure. But Kubo only knows how to write deus ex machinas. Ichigo's trainings are always 'beat the shit outta him to force his powers out'. Thats all. One piece you had Kuma separate the whole crew and they trained individually for the 2 years. In Naruto you always get the training arc. In bleach its always the same. The last time i remembered Ichigo winning a fight cleanly was against Grimmjow. How many times have he pulled off the godmode card? He dies and comes back a God. Bullshit. The shinigami arc lasted 4 years and the arrancar arc lasted 5. Fk Kubo if this new 'thousand year war' lasts 10 years.

Naruto, ever since the beginning they've been building up for this and to finally see the 9 tails accepting Naruto and seeing them work together is just amazing. Thats proper storytelling. Im not biased but Naruto wins a fight by his own prowess. When hes down hes down. Not like coughsichigocoughs. What else is there to say? I don't mind how the fights are at DBZ lvls now and no longer 'ninja-like'. They've done enough to deserve a climatic battle like this.

One Piece. One of the few animes/mangas to have a character with half a body, in this case the lower half, and get away with it scot free. Its second half of the story is just gettin started. And it can only get better.

Fk Bleach seriously lol.

Erm yeap. Have been wanting to write about this for quite some time already. Alright. Until Bleach sucks again, peace out! (wont take long hahas)

Alright, im back. Now this blog is here to stay. I wont lock it or anything like my other blogs. This blog is just me. It wont be gimmicky like my others, there wont be cartoonish anger and hate, heck, this wont be a private blog so there'll rarely be hate. Towards people at least.

Now, i wont be able to write and post as religiously as i did so you wont have to come here everyday to check. Maybe once a week?.

So, new year. Lots of things had happened but i never really wanted to blog. Until now, now that im working and all that. I have things to write about again.

Lets start from....results taking then. It was a huge shocker. I was hoping for 14, then after deduction would be 13, just nice for me to go TP Law and Management. It was better than i expected. I actually scored a 12! If you would go back to the past and tell me 'hey, ur gonna score 12 for Os' i wouldnt have bought it. Furthermore, all that stuff from my neighbours, i felt like i never did study. Much. It was awesome nonetheless. I reaped what i sowed i guess. I never deserved a single digit like Lim or Alson. Im contended with my score and im happy for everyone. Everyone can go where they want to and thats all that matters. Except Yuanhe though. He scored 21. I don't wanna probe too much. But hes taking it well and i hope for his best. As long as he knows what he wants and likes and is happy with what he does.

Not much surprises, was told Benjamin ong was retained, jeremy leow failed everything cept for chinese. I found myself quoting this a lot and i agree with this thing Elson said. The real losers are those who gave up without a fight. Say what you want about Jeremy. He has nuts to at least take the O lvls. Benjamin Ong and Weilin simply threw in the towel before the exam.

I would want to relieve the results taking. It was a truly happy day. And for the posting, thank god ive got what i wanted and im officially in the Law and Management course. Ive been told that the course is competitive and the scholarship is given to only 1 student every year. The best one. The rest would just be getting their diploma. Im not taking chances. Im gonna work my cherries off to get that scholarship. Even if it means staying single for my poly days.

Grats to Lim for getting to JC. Tan for being able to get to that aerospace course. Soo too. Choong for gettin in YJC and has Shuting as his company. Even Yuanhe has Benedict and Darren in Nanyang.

So what else. Ah. Work. I've FINALLY started working and by god was it tough. Now i know what my parents go through everyday. Its really tough stuff and im not kidding when i say i work until i want cry already. So really impressed with Yuanhe and Wendy for working 12 HOURS. The pay is good for a reason. Im starting to wonder if its worth it. Ive earned about $170 already. But im really broken now. I wanted to take a nap but even though my body is broken, my head is still active from the adrenaline rush and my heart is still beating fast. I can't sleep at all. Thats why i decided to blog uh.

My coworkers are really awesome people. I thank them for being so kind to me and being so patient. Especially Maricel. She deserves every bit of respect. Shes prolly like in her late 30s/early 40s. And shes pregnant(dun ask, i dunno anything). She works the same shift as me and she never showed any signs of fatigue. Usually im pumped up in the first hour but by the fifth, im too drained out to even smile and ask customers if i could collect their plates. I just take them. She didnt show any of that. She even helps me with my work. Thats a tough lady there.

I've met a new friend there, Linus. Great guy. Hes like cheelee, the type of guy you wouldnt believe me if i told u how kind he is.

The job, is simple repetition. I collect plates, put them in this trolley, when it fills up i change them. If im in the morning shift, i do opening work setting the tables and if im in the night, i do closing work like mopping the floor and cleaning the tables etc. It sounds easy but its really tough stuff. Considering how big the restaurant is also.

Most of the customers i serve is pleasant. Their 'thank you very much' serves as huge boost for me whenever im exhausted. The more interesting ones are the young couples. Some of them are really cute. While the old me would go 'how did that shit get that girl?'. I dont think that anymore. The boyfriends are awesome. The dinner prices are like $44 per person and those boyfriends are loving and generous guys to bring their girls there.

Im working as long as my body can take. I'll quit when my body calls it quits. Im pretty beat up by now. All those cleaners etc. Don't look down on them! They do shit you'll never do when u stay at home, get fat and play ur Modern Warfare! The job too taught me that i'd rather work hard now and get the degree etc, rather than to slack now and work my ass off in the future when i screw up my studies. And also to work hard so my parents can retire and relax.

Some other stuff. Ive never hanged out with anyone recently. Only Lc. When i went swimming with him. I'm not hating on Lucas but im pretty pissed off at him now. When he was working, i jio him out go swimming etc. He says no and i understand now. Though an office job, working is still tiring. Okay. Then he says he quits and is gonna be free and jio me go out with him. Im okay with it la. Why not? Then he keeps draggin and giving excuses etc. I mean, you dun wan go out with me its fine man. I can take the rest. But keep giving me false hope, tell me want go out, then friday tell me you cant make it cus of petty stuff. Really? I work damn tired im taking out my time then u throw me a curve ball. Im too tired to take all this bullshit. Just cus i being nice doesnt mean can push me around. Im not damn pissed off. Im just sayin man. I tell you i this weekend want go out with you, you work damn shag i friday tell u i tmr dun feel like it, i want watch this that. You happy or not? And its been weeks already leh. Anyone would be peeved. I know hes like that and just havin fun. But hes pushing it

So...i guess i'll be writing again some other time. Until then, peace