Welp, i'm coming to the end of my holidays and boy have things changed since my last post. For starters, hey im attached now. Yeap.

At the beginning of the holidays, the dudes organized Project N. Our little take on Project X, and N cus its the only alphabet we all have in common in our names. The thing didn't turn out as expected because there was supposed to be 10 dudes and 10 chicks. But 6 chicks abandoned us and it was almost a sausage fest. At least we got drunk and took a lot of pictures. On the second night of Project N, another girl came. A friend of Elson's and my would-be girlfriend ;).

I thank god i didn't leave on the second night. Wanted to because i was feeling horrible and figured i'd stay till dinner. And thats when she arrived. Was attracted and stayed on. Managed to talk to her and shiet and get her number. Texted her awhile after Project N and we got together after she told me my feelings were reciprocated =). And in a blink of n eye today is our one month anniversary lol. YEAH.

One major difference between this long break and the last is the fact that i gymed regularly the last time ToT. Who needs gym when you have swag! But this time round i spent a lot more time hanging out with the dudes and with my gf. Been pretty fulfilling, ironic cus most of the time we hang out we just stone and listen to Perfect Replacement by Example.


At Project N


Us now <3 Andddddddd not to forget my brothers too.

One big happy family ;3

Peace out x)

Built to fall

Its been really really long. Im bored. And thats a recipe for me to come back here once again to blog about stuff.

So...many things have happened and I'm too lazy to go through them all in detail like i used to do. I'll just reflect on the whole of the second semester in my first poly year.

Ever since the long break during around September, i simply wasn't feeling poly too much anymore. I realized i'll never rekindle the same bonds and friendship i've found in secondary school. Don't get me wrong, my friends in poly are really nice people. However, maybe due to the competitiveness of my course or otherwise, my classmates are all very results-oriented. Sometimes i just like to chill and talk about games, music....stuff. With my friends. And usually i would get no replies, when i do its something related to school. And that gets tiring. Seriously.

I managed to trudge on for the 3rd term. Until the mid sem break at around mid december. I simply had too much fun hanging and chilling with the dudes from GM. I never left the holidays since then. Another thing that happened was i managed to get the number of a girl.

Looking back at it, there was really a lot of fate involved. Xinyong merely suggested a meetup of sorts, where we just hang and have some ramen. The venue was undecided till literally after we met up on the day itself. I've never tried Raman Champion so i suggested we go Bugis+. And so we did. After the meal i saw a chick and i went "she's cute", usual me. Jeston suddenly came to me and said if i was a brother i would go ask her number. And i did. And i got it. Now now, it wasn't THAT smooth. We wandered around the area for a good 20 minutes for me to finally sack up and gather enough courage to do it. And i was fully expecting a "sorry, no" but what i got was a really cute smile and shy nod.

If we hadn't hung out at the arcade, we wouldn't have lunch around 1 and who knows, maybe it wouldn't be her shift to distribute flyers. Had we not go bugis+, had we not go ramen champion, had she not been working and on that shift. So many factors lah fuck. I'm kinda cool with her now. Had a rough start, but I think its okay now. Im gonna ask her for stead and stuff...after i planned the date out and prepared my cover. Yeah

Schoolwise, things have gotten bitter in class. I know people don't like me, I'm trying hard to find a fuck to give. Changing classes soon anyways, i'll start from scratch. My studies have taken a hit, i simply didn't felt like studying. I've never left the holidays. But i'm surprised im not gonna fail LSM lol. The paper today wasn't an impossible one.

I've come a long way, i've some of the best friends i can ever find. Ya know, the type that laughed at my hair and said stuff like "go screw yourself" on a daily basis. The worst and best people are the ones closest to you =)))))).

Looking forward to the holidays and times spent with my friends and hopefully her ;)

Peace out

Im bored and just want to have something to do as an excuse to listen to music on my headset. So here i am, rock you like a hurricane.

Its nearing the end of the holidays and it has been a thoroughly enjoyable one. Gyming and keeping myself fit. Resting and gaming and meeting up with friends a lot. Especially the last week or 2 where we would lepak overnight till morning, just catching up and talking about manly man stuff that only men talk about.

My cousin came to singapore for his internship and is currently living at my place and its been so long since ive seen him. It was weird at the beginning but after a few 'confessions' i found it was great talking to him. He smoked for 5 and a half years. He told me that after i admitted to trying it out and that very same night my mum came into my room. She could smell the tabacco and my cousin helped me, telling her there was no smell whatsoever. Woot! Similarly his parents/my uncle doesnt know about him smoking as well and ....we formed an alliance hahas. We would help each other hide and at the same time be each others excuse to 'social smoke' He can stay here as long as he wants man.

Gyming in this holidays have shown effects. I havent lost much weight but im in better shape now. Round is a shape too. Hahahahahas.

Its been fulfilling. Till next time ;) Peace

Alright lets see.

We got fined. So we went to gym and was on the way back and to lunch. We crossed this road and we were halfway in the middle of the road. So we were like 1 lane away and i saw 2 cops. I didnt know what to do cus there were all those signs saying 'watch out for theft' and shit and we kinda thought the cops were there for that. We didnt know they were traffic cops. So a voice asked ' why arent we crossing? ' and i saw the guys moved then just followed suit. We got fined. Minsheng, Lucas, Jordan and myself. Ryan was smart enough to wait. Fined $20 just like that. Thats just sad. Fined for jaywalking a lane. Not like its a large road or anything. A LANE. Sua. Jeston put it best, ' be thankful its $20, not $200 '. Knowing Singapore, yeah, really thank heavens its not $20,000. To quote, "Singapore is a fine country". Anything also can fine. And we didnt even get warning. It was just 1 shot 1 kill for us.


Alright. On to happier things. I suck at Dragon's Dogma rofl. Western rpgs arent my thing i guess. I mean, its a good game. Im just saying i myself suck at it. Im never good at those weapon/armor farming things. Too used to story-guided games like Arkham City and Devil May Cry. I wont ragequit just yet.

Hung out with Yuanhe, ryan and elson. Its been awhile.

Honestly man, that S20 fine damn dulan lol.

Sigh, thats all for now. Peace out

Alright. Im blogging. Know what this means? I just got off or im drunk or both.

Roughly 2 weeks since i last posted. Updates. Went back to church and i went to City Harvest for the first time. Not bad sia. Not as huge as i imagined but they have other buildings prolly many times larger. I went to the Expo one. Reason was cus the head pastor for our current church, Trinity, was invited there to preach. Pretty damn good message lol. Lots of jokes without sidetracking.

Went to TGX and saw a lot of dirt cheap games. Quite sian the xbox section has a better library of games for sale. I struggled between Bayonetta and Dragon's Dogma but bought the latter cus i needed a huge rpg to get me thru the holidays. Other than that, what sold me was the description on the back cover. 'From the makers of Resident Evil 4 and Devil May Cry 4'. And imma like fuck yeah im getting it. Still early in the game. Still cant do all the cool looking shit yet.

Lincheng and Zhouyu both returned to china. Miss'em.

Gyming now. Like 2 times a week at minimum. Many of my friends are working or thinkin about it but i say f it. Wasted my previous hols on work. Got fatter as a result. Gonna train my chest and arms this hols to fit my shirts better lolwtf.

Subway is awesome.

Went to hospital for check up and i had to put on this thing called the 'holter'. Its a bitch to wear. Was in discomfort for the whole day. I really hope its nothing serious with my heart. Not that i mind dying. But damn troublesome uh, the journey back and forth the hospital. And i cant emphasize more my dislike for hospitals and doctors.

Aight. Thats it for now. Peace

Its the night before my final paper tmr. Im pumped for the hols. Party w friends and work out for the 6 weeks.

The exams have been kind to me. I dun wanna get my hopes up too high. Later sian only. Pressure for tmr's paper is damn high cus i currently have an A for the subject. Tmr's paper has weightage of 60% and i have to get A if not my 4 GPA gone. Sigh

Plans with friends...hmmm. Ive gotten pretty darn close with my poly buddies. I no longer consider them 'secondary friends'. They and my bros from 4/4,4/5 are just 2 separate group of friends i treasure equally. Which makes it hard to balance and its hell for me to make time for one without making the other group feel like i pangsei them. What to do?????? I dunno. Sigh. Ill just pray all the plans fall nicely without any clashes.

In about 13 more hours and its freedom! =D. Going back GM this friday to see Joseph Lim and Tan Huileng. Few of the teachers that im thankful to. Will be great uh.

Ill be blogging more in the hols i hope. Till next time. Peace out

Im back.

So..lots of things have happened the past few weeks.

Projects and presentations are all over and my stats are lookin pretty good. My presentation went over well. Took a huge risk by not having cue cards and all that cus i'll have a urge to just read straight off so i memorized my lines instead. And my teacher told me i was the highest marked on improvement in class. I have no idea what that meant but it sounds badass so im happy :).

CSA. My most hated module. Got back results for the web design project and my group got A. And the class test i got an A too. Damn happy. Basically everything A cept for Excel which i havent got back yet. But i highly doubt i'll get an A for that. CSA overall maybe a B or B+. Awesome :)

Principles of Management proj and overall score i have an A. Legal Systems and Methods also A. My Econs overall is B+, still can chiong for an A in the EOY exams. Schs been pretty cool.

Back at home, my Grandma passed away. She had a bad fall some time ago and sadly passed on Tuesday. Received a call from my cousin whos working as a nurse at SGH in the middle of the lesson. Thanks to all my friends to tried to cheer me up and comfort me. I kinda saw it coming so im not as sad as i am regretful. My grandma used to walk from blk 60 all the way to my place to take care of me when i was kid. And she did that all the way till i was P6. So arguably amongst all her grandchildren i spent most time with her. I hate myself for being a prick and always wanted to rush off when we visit her in CNY these past few yrs. I also hate myself for not visiting her ever since she moved to Kallang. So much regrets. I cant do jack shit to change anything now... I wanted to go back to church to like, ask for them to pray for her recover. Not that i havent myself. But im just 1 person. But i was too late. I can only pay my respects and pray that God bless her soul. Ive been the worse grandson one could get. Im sorry :'( Rest In Peace....